Aug 27, 2007 23:08
i broke down last night. standing before him. what i was told, was ther was one shot. ralph was the target. in the chest.... but i'm not dumb. i saw the bandage on the back of his head. i know what an exit wound is. ........ i know the putty above his right eye was. .... i know he wasn't dead when the "struggle" happened. i know that mother fucker stood up after killing my brother's roommate & approached ralph. possibly said something. i know he shot him in the head.
props to the funeral home.
they did a good job trying to fool us.
vinnie didn't notice, but i did.
i don't know what bothers me more. i wish he had died quickly. but i know better now. it hurts knowing that he didn't die right away.
heh... some people i work with.. are his cousins. ...... weird...
too many people to have my irish funeral.... so i planned it for oct 6th'sh.
i don't know if anyone can actually relate. don't know if i actually care.