Nov 09, 2009 14:30
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baby i got your money don't you worry
say hey
baby i got your money
yeah...
bored
today i baffled my teacher who really isn't a teacher but he's a grad student that helps with foundations classes
our assignment is to explore this line across campus
while thinking about one word that we chose
my word is system
so i have to portray the word system
on this line
and post it
on the stupid blog that we made for this class
so
in order to portray this word on the fucking internet
i obviously have to simplify.
i'm concentrating on systems in nature
like the ecosystem and other life processes
everything from chemical makeups to the solar system and beyond
my idea is that systems are a paradox
a system is made up of a smaller system
and that system cannot function without the smaller system within
and that system cannot function without the smaller system within
and that system cannot function without the smaller system within
and that system cannot function without the smaller system within
and that system cannot function without the smaller system within
and that system cannot function without the smaller system within
and etc.
obviously all of these smaller systems create bigger systems in the process of existing
so joe the grad student comes over to me
i show him some bullshit on my blog and then i start going on about how systems are paradoxes
and his head recoils
looks at me
and was speechless
stutters a little
and mumbles something that i didn't really understand
i didn't think my idea was that profound
i still think it's pretty obvious
apparently deeper thoughts are not common within my foundations class
anyways
i cannot figure out how to portray this idea
i can recreate a system
and write some shit
by pointing out the aspects of a system
i feel that i am simplifying
and i don't want to do that
by simplifying i am tainting the complexity in the system, obviously
and the complexity of the system is what is so interesting
yeah
so i think i'm going to create some kind of system
that has roots in the ecosystem (so it isn't some stupid man-made piece of trash)
and basically write that the system is too complex for humans to simplify
it is a waste of time to attempt
and in the process of attempting
you make a shitty piece of art
and i'm not here to make shitty art
and fuck michelle illuminato
i fucking hate all of my clothes
i just want a couple plain hoodies of different colors
that are comfortable
a couple plain shirts of different colors
that are comfortable
a couple pairs of jeans
that are comfortable
the sweaters and flannels i have are fine
is that so hard to come by?