I'm getting tired of myself
My attitude about just about everything sucks, hammering man and red hot icepick man have been taking turns on my toe joint and I seem to have way too much stress neck going on. And all they can do is shove more pills at me. On blood pressure stuff now, Zoloft dose is upped and still on the freaking steroids.
Talked to the hospice social worker a few days ago, they're taking care of the fact that the visiting nurse service was quitting, amazingly enough right after I reamed one of them out for making Dad suffer due to a decrease in meds. I might add at this point that both she and the RN that visits him once a week from the hospice people were totally horrified and said that it NEVER should've been that way. Social worker says not to worry they'll take care of it and I can go back to being the daughter. Really???? Seriously???? Like I don't have to fuss about his money etc? Like I don't have to worry about when I can fill out Medicaid applications for him???? As if I haven't had to put off my own health stuff because I've been dealing with Dad stuff which pretty much took up most of my vacation hours at work??? So yeah, no.
And I'm really tired of being so negative all the time. I'm tired of having to rely on friends just to stay halfway sane when so many of you guys have your own BS that you're dealing with.
Talked to the hospice social worker a few days ago, they're taking care of the fact that the visiting nurse service was quitting, amazingly enough right after I reamed one of them out for making Dad suffer due to a decrease in meds. I might add at this point that both she and the RN that visits him once a week from the hospice people were totally horrified and said that it NEVER should've been that way. Social worker says not to worry they'll take care of it and I can go back to being the daughter. Really???? Seriously???? Like I don't have to fuss about his money etc? Like I don't have to worry about when I can fill out Medicaid applications for him???? As if I haven't had to put off my own health stuff because I've been dealing with Dad stuff which pretty much took up most of my vacation hours at work??? So yeah, no.
And I'm really tired of being so negative all the time. I'm tired of having to rely on friends just to stay halfway sane when so many of you guys have your own BS that you're dealing with.