Re: I 'm sorry...please forgive me
anonymous
November 24 2004, 22:36:09 UTC
I am glad that you forgave me. I really hate that we always have to fight over boys just promise me that if a guy you date doesn't work out again you won't send him my way. Joel is cool and all and I love his friendship but he is still extremely mad at me and I don't think he should be if I didn't say those mean things about him. Their are somethings I would like to tell you though if possible. Just so you know I can tell since you came back in he just got tired of me. That really hurt me because he would tell me such beautiful things and i believed him. I just want you to know that I am jealous of you because you are so much prettier than me you have had more boyfriends and boys tell you they love you. The only one that told me was Joel it did mean a lot but I don't think he ever really said it the way he said it to you. I do love Joel very much but I think that we should be friends because he doesn't love me anymore. I just like to hear him talk to me on the phone. I love that we have such great inside jokes that make us laugh. I hope that you know that I have always become so concerned about Joel loving me when you came back because I didn't want him to think I didn't care about someone that is one of his important friends in his life. When we hung out that night I felt so safe in his arms and I really didn't think he would do kiss you. Shows how well I pick them because he totally cheated on me. He is a great guy but when you came back and he said he loved me why did he hurt me so. I do blame him more that I blame you so you owe him 5 dollars. I will always admire him for telling me the truth right when I asked him about it. Just remember I hope one day we can all be friends. I love both of you a lot. Both of you are not bad people you are good people in your own respects always remember that.
Just remember I hope one day we can all be friends. I love both of you a lot. Both of you are not bad people you are good people in your own respects always remember that.
-Shamady
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