"When will my reflection show...who I am inside..."

[mollypoppins]

There are so many things I don't understand about myself right now. I mean most of the time I'm so quiet and shy, and sad looking. But yet, inside me I have this desire, to be fiery, exciting, and adventurous. Why is it my dream to be onstage in musicals or singing in front of a crowd of dedicated fans? Why do I want this? If u look at me, you'll

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me too!!!

[lovelyguardtard]

Hey love! I'm the same way!! I mean, it's so close you couldn't fit a hair in there sideways! I'm a little more outspoken than you...when I know that I KNOW the answer I will say it in class...I am actually a bit of a know it all sometimes when it comes to that. but it makes me so NERVOUS when I talk in class sometimes I'll shake for hours afterwards! and I want to be on stage singing/performing soooo badly! It's my biggest dream and the thing I almost ALWAYS daydream about, but I'm SOOO shy! I think though, love, that it will eventually fade and we will both be more confident. I'm seeing it more and more as I get older and I'm older than you so you have some time to catch up. If you CAN you should put yourself out there more and take more risks. I've been MAKING myself do it a lot lately and you know what? I haven't had one blow up too badly yet. They've all been really good, helpful experiences and I usually end up with something I want. SO, try it. Slowly, one step at a time. Start with answering questions in class...questions you are REALLY confident that you know the answer. Then, your confidence will grow and it will be easier and easier! Love ya, good luck, and I'll be watching to see your name in lights!

Love,
Poppy

Re: me too!!!

[mollypoppins]

Thanks! I'm gonna try harder, and I've finally got my chance because I'm in a production of music man! Yay! Love ya too!
~Molly