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[mollymrgrt]

Hmm. I haven’t written in a while, and I sort of had a bipolar thing going on since I last did. I am, however, REALLY TRYING to get myself together right now, to make my life what I want it to be and all that. It is all so basic, and it’s like the wake up calls never quite reach my core. But I am trying. Who knows, the whole thing could actually make a pretty ass-kicking theme if it was written right. The whole "protagonist without passion", nothing ever changes, "how you managed never to live your life" kind of thang. I need to clarify the idea, what exactly I would want to say. Oh yeah, English is a little frustrating. I mean, I really LOVE talking about books, so much so that I am thinking about somehow making my career in this area, and Mrs. E. is just not good enough. Erm. I am now pursuing Camud. Very excited about this. Mom is crawling up my ass for the computer.
Happy birthday Meg (belated)