theres money in the banana stand
i think i've made a huge mistake.
saturday things went from good to just plain upsetting.
and then someone threw up on my legs.
but i still love that someone anyway.
arielle said not to worry, its just isaac bernstein all over again!
but really, when in my life did i think i would be wearing delphine's bat mitzvah dress while jesse was asleep in greg's bed and me, nikki, tomcec matt and arielle were all cleaning/emptying our livers?
i think that its not these huge events in life that are unbelievable.
like holy shit! i'm graduating! and holy shit! i'm going to college! its these small random ten minutes of time where its like "when did i think this would happen?"
i have learned...
not to chase vodka with wine.
that arielle still knows me really well after all these years.
that mistakes are good because i can learn from them (some of them). carly was all "well isn't that good that it happened because you REALLY know how you feel?"
and yeah, thats true. i don't think this is a good word to use here but its like i have proof to back up what i was feeling.
well, i'd rather be dead in california then alive in arizona.
i gave cecilia a birthday card from the sixth grade that i never sent when i was cleaning out my room the other day. "sudden thought gang!!" everything made sense in that card. like we were still cracking up about inside jokes from there. its funny the things that stick.
and so now i'm done with my final project, which means i'm basically done with high school. and that is that.
saturday things went from good to just plain upsetting.
and then someone threw up on my legs.
but i still love that someone anyway.
arielle said not to worry, its just isaac bernstein all over again!
but really, when in my life did i think i would be wearing delphine's bat mitzvah dress while jesse was asleep in greg's bed and me, nikki, tomcec matt and arielle were all cleaning/emptying our livers?
i think that its not these huge events in life that are unbelievable.
like holy shit! i'm graduating! and holy shit! i'm going to college! its these small random ten minutes of time where its like "when did i think this would happen?"
i have learned...
not to chase vodka with wine.
that arielle still knows me really well after all these years.
that mistakes are good because i can learn from them (some of them). carly was all "well isn't that good that it happened because you REALLY know how you feel?"
and yeah, thats true. i don't think this is a good word to use here but its like i have proof to back up what i was feeling.
well, i'd rather be dead in california then alive in arizona.
i gave cecilia a birthday card from the sixth grade that i never sent when i was cleaning out my room the other day. "sudden thought gang!!" everything made sense in that card. like we were still cracking up about inside jokes from there. its funny the things that stick.
and so now i'm done with my final project, which means i'm basically done with high school. and that is that.