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i still feel like shit. how my body can produce so much mucus and snot and coughs is beyond me.
i'm almost 18. i can't keep letting other people make me feel so horrible about myself.
i never understood why making others feel like crap can make someone feel better about themselves.
people are so selfish. like SO selfish its ridiculous.
and its not just that they don't think about the other person...because i think they do. its just that maybe they don't care anymore? or at least not like they used to.
and i came home from lili's house on saturday morning and my sink had been running all night and the house felt so empty and i just got really annoyed.
i went prom dress shopping today. i think i found something but i'm not so sure about the appropriateness of eyelet...
i also got asked to the prom on friday. and i kinda was all "ahh well i think i might be goign with so and so but yeah ahh welll...."
i knew this would happen because i am a horrible person and i am too tired to build bridges.
its like what me and gaby were talking about on thursday--it takes ONE little thing and then you can't even look at someone.
but other than that...lili got into texas! which is beyond great and i can't wait to be all "yea, my friend lili goes to ut-austin"
i was in second place at one point last night during bowling.
i cordially invite boston chris to suck it.
i'm almost 18. i can't keep letting other people make me feel so horrible about myself.
i never understood why making others feel like crap can make someone feel better about themselves.
people are so selfish. like SO selfish its ridiculous.
and its not just that they don't think about the other person...because i think they do. its just that maybe they don't care anymore? or at least not like they used to.
and i came home from lili's house on saturday morning and my sink had been running all night and the house felt so empty and i just got really annoyed.
i went prom dress shopping today. i think i found something but i'm not so sure about the appropriateness of eyelet...
i also got asked to the prom on friday. and i kinda was all "ahh well i think i might be goign with so and so but yeah ahh welll...."
i knew this would happen because i am a horrible person and i am too tired to build bridges.
its like what me and gaby were talking about on thursday--it takes ONE little thing and then you can't even look at someone.
but other than that...lili got into texas! which is beyond great and i can't wait to be all "yea, my friend lili goes to ut-austin"
i was in second place at one point last night during bowling.
i cordially invite boston chris to suck it.