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awful awful awful
is how i'm feeling.
its just...i don't know what to say when he asked me for a time frame.
yesterday was like the one good day in two weeks.
shopped with cecilia, then we visited carly at work (the little gym--so cute!) and shared a sundae at friendly's.
she brought up a very interesting point. how our conversations last year were so filled with something, and now that topic has basically disappeared. well not totally but what can you do?
looking at pictures at lili's yesterday made me sad. not sad exactly...but i really do wonder if i will ever cross paths with those kids ever again.
i met the president of wheaton on saturday.
if miracles of miracles happens and i get into my three top schools, i really would have ZERO idea how to choose. dorm size? unproctored exams and self scheduled finals? a furnished studio apartment if you go abroad to berlin?
but that little miracle will so not happen so we'll see.
is it second semester yet?
is how i'm feeling.
its just...i don't know what to say when he asked me for a time frame.
yesterday was like the one good day in two weeks.
shopped with cecilia, then we visited carly at work (the little gym--so cute!) and shared a sundae at friendly's.
she brought up a very interesting point. how our conversations last year were so filled with something, and now that topic has basically disappeared. well not totally but what can you do?
looking at pictures at lili's yesterday made me sad. not sad exactly...but i really do wonder if i will ever cross paths with those kids ever again.
i met the president of wheaton on saturday.
if miracles of miracles happens and i get into my three top schools, i really would have ZERO idea how to choose. dorm size? unproctored exams and self scheduled finals? a furnished studio apartment if you go abroad to berlin?
but that little miracle will so not happen so we'll see.
is it second semester yet?