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I never update.
Business is the slowest it's been since we opened. It's putting a lot of strain on Chris and I and we almost broke up the other night. We were both drunk, discussing our options and we just disagree on so much. I understand that this business is his baby, not mine, so it's understandable that he'll do whatever it takes to keep it going. My concern though, is that we got so used to this comfortable way of living, that it will be hard for him to go back to what it was like before. I took a job at Target, which still won't cover all of our bills and if the business doesn't start making money again soon, we'll be living in the office or a studio in the ghetto. He's already struggling with the fact that we can't just go grab a beer with someone whenever we want. I've promised to keep it going and not talk about the negative things going on, but that heightens my concerns that he will just keep up the spending until we're totally broke, because he'd rather just ignore the situation. We constantly have the argument where he says I'm too negative (I'm a realist!) and that he is too hopeful (ignoring the facts). So, now we just wait and see if someone actually wants to pay us.
Business is the slowest it's been since we opened. It's putting a lot of strain on Chris and I and we almost broke up the other night. We were both drunk, discussing our options and we just disagree on so much. I understand that this business is his baby, not mine, so it's understandable that he'll do whatever it takes to keep it going. My concern though, is that we got so used to this comfortable way of living, that it will be hard for him to go back to what it was like before. I took a job at Target, which still won't cover all of our bills and if the business doesn't start making money again soon, we'll be living in the office or a studio in the ghetto. He's already struggling with the fact that we can't just go grab a beer with someone whenever we want. I've promised to keep it going and not talk about the negative things going on, but that heightens my concerns that he will just keep up the spending until we're totally broke, because he'd rather just ignore the situation. We constantly have the argument where he says I'm too negative (I'm a realist!) and that he is too hopeful (ignoring the facts). So, now we just wait and see if someone actually wants to pay us.