Oct 25, 2004 18:15
Well, today is the day ive been dreading for the past few weeks...TODAY would be Cody and I's one year annivesary...This has been the hardest day of my life to go through...it was terrible and full of tears...even tho i spent almost an hour in the same room with him...we talked... he was so nice to me...and that hurt bc he wouldnt have even gave me a second glance if his *new gf* would have been at school...i was as nice as i could b back...but i would not accept something he tried to give me...just bc i dont want anything of his to keep me sad...i dont want him back or anything like that bc i am HEAD OVER HEELS for Jonathan David Watlington... i just want him to apologize and mean it and it would mend me...i would be okay.....thats enough about that
my weekend was spend with wonderful ppl like Jonny, Manda, John Dilks, Tyler S, Wayne, Jon Jon, Landon, Matt, and some others...it was pretty fun...
saw The Grudge last night with manda, jonny, and john..it was SO scary AHH! i had Chinese/Japenese ppl now!
tonight im goin to Celeste's for dinner so she can make me a happy girl and keep my mind off things...then Jonny is taking me to the dredge :-D he is so romantic lol ...i love u celeste n jonny :)
im out...I love you all.......even those who of you that dont think so , i love you