mixed signals
so im tired of getting mixed signals. i dont even know what to think anymore. one moment i think i have a chance. one moment i think there is no chance in hell. i wish you would just come out and say what you want me to hear with out putting it in codes. you say your not worried about girls.. but its opbvious to everyone that you are. the moment you tell me you and her and back on ill faid into the background. it will be like i never exisited, if thats what you want. but until then, ill just show you i cna be the girl of your dreams. it seems to com across to me that you are scared to get into a new relationship with fear of getting hurt again. that you push away the people that you know love you,. yet you want to revel in that love at the same time. "if i was your boyfriend, i would just be a controlling asshole" the only thing that bothers me about that statement is the if. see im not concerned about the the controlling asshole, becuase when im with some one im wiht them 500% so there is nothing for them to even worry about. and the asshole, well im used to that already. you are a sweet asshole really, and i just know to give you your space when you are pissed off.. im not one for arguing. i spent four years of my life arguing which is now why i choose to walk away. just know i can make it work for us if you arent with her. i can be that girl.
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