Broken
I think about you often. Today someone told me that you are different now. That you just went back to the old you...back to the single guy...some guy I dont know. That you were different when you were with me. I look back now and know that I cant hold on, because the person that I loved doesnt even exist anymore. You're long gone now, never to return again from what I can see.
Being with him is good for me...but full of sacrifices. He's got a lot of baggage. A lot of extra stuff to deal with....and sometimes I wonder if I would be happier moving alone and being on my own for a while, without that extra someone always by my side...Mikey always told me...Rule Number One...Be Yourself And Change For No One...and it seems these days that I sure am changing a lot. Who knows, maybe he's right...after all, he is the one that is married now.
I still wait...but I have my doubts about you...all those hopes are slowly slipping away. Who knows...maybe you'll come around, and turn back into that guy that once told me that he wanted what I wanted too...and that he would be at my wedding one day.
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
Being with him is good for me...but full of sacrifices. He's got a lot of baggage. A lot of extra stuff to deal with....and sometimes I wonder if I would be happier moving alone and being on my own for a while, without that extra someone always by my side...Mikey always told me...Rule Number One...Be Yourself And Change For No One...and it seems these days that I sure am changing a lot. Who knows, maybe he's right...after all, he is the one that is married now.
I still wait...but I have my doubts about you...all those hopes are slowly slipping away. Who knows...maybe you'll come around, and turn back into that guy that once told me that he wanted what I wanted too...and that he would be at my wedding one day.
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you