slap you with my fish
so yes i have had a wonderful(slash) stinky May so far.
friday i was supposed to go to the "into the woods" play at roosevelt w/mandie,trace,and travis.but travis decides to call me at 7:20 and said he just ended his soccer game.so everyone got mad and hated me and i tihnk they still do.but mindy is talking to me now so thats good.
so travis came and got me and we went to his house, watched a movie and then i went home. it was a fun(slash) exciting stoner night.
saturday was of course..9 months! wow a long ass bitching time.so i didnt work that morning which rocked.i went with travis to his game,pat chased me down.and mark was being histarical.gabe ignored me and i felt no love from him but thats ok because..i dont know why but it just is.(im still hurting inside though).so after that we went back to his house and went for a walk in the rain... rain=fun! then we watched a movie in the fort we made,and by fort i mean chairs put together and the lights off.then he gave me a pretty purple flower and took me home.
sunday..guess who got their new clets?..MOLLY DID! whoop whoop.kelme's,blue ones.oh their hott.so jesi comes and gets me and makes me go to the montpelier festival with her and were there for like 10 minutes and then come home.so we play soccer in my yard and then travis shows up to come get me.we go to my game,we won.but let me list the horribly injuries.
lucy=mini concusion
jesi=hurt hip/ankle
lindsay= ankle
me=knee/ankle
mery=sick
so then travis was a gentlemen to me.and by being a gentlemen that includes him,carrying my stuff,giving me his sandal to use,pulling the car up for me,buying me mcdonalds,and helping me walk.haha oh what fun that was.
sick these last few days and it really sucks big cock. psh i also have come to the conclusion that no one sees it or trys to or feels it how i do so im just going to go with it from now on,even though it hurts.im giving up on making it better.if she stops talking to me,she stops talking to me,if she loves me again,she loves me again,if she makes a bigger effort,she makes a bigger effort.im done trying.whatever she decides,if it makes her happy.i can live with.
stone.
friday i was supposed to go to the "into the woods" play at roosevelt w/mandie,trace,and travis.but travis decides to call me at 7:20 and said he just ended his soccer game.so everyone got mad and hated me and i tihnk they still do.but mindy is talking to me now so thats good.
so travis came and got me and we went to his house, watched a movie and then i went home. it was a fun(slash) exciting stoner night.
saturday was of course..9 months! wow a long ass bitching time.so i didnt work that morning which rocked.i went with travis to his game,pat chased me down.and mark was being histarical.gabe ignored me and i felt no love from him but thats ok because..i dont know why but it just is.(im still hurting inside though).so after that we went back to his house and went for a walk in the rain... rain=fun! then we watched a movie in the fort we made,and by fort i mean chairs put together and the lights off.then he gave me a pretty purple flower and took me home.
sunday..guess who got their new clets?..MOLLY DID! whoop whoop.kelme's,blue ones.oh their hott.so jesi comes and gets me and makes me go to the montpelier festival with her and were there for like 10 minutes and then come home.so we play soccer in my yard and then travis shows up to come get me.we go to my game,we won.but let me list the horribly injuries.
lucy=mini concusion
jesi=hurt hip/ankle
lindsay= ankle
me=knee/ankle
mery=sick
so then travis was a gentlemen to me.and by being a gentlemen that includes him,carrying my stuff,giving me his sandal to use,pulling the car up for me,buying me mcdonalds,and helping me walk.haha oh what fun that was.
sick these last few days and it really sucks big cock. psh i also have come to the conclusion that no one sees it or trys to or feels it how i do so im just going to go with it from now on,even though it hurts.im giving up on making it better.if she stops talking to me,she stops talking to me,if she loves me again,she loves me again,if she makes a bigger effort,she makes a bigger effort.im done trying.whatever she decides,if it makes her happy.i can live with.
stone.