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i should be asleep but i'm not. last night i had a dream that i got shot in my right shoulder. and my sister and brother were super sad, so much that my sister stayed by me the whole time. i had gotten shot, but it was as though i had cancer or something like it, because it was known by everyone, including myself that i wasnt gonna live through it. and i woke up feeling like i'd find myself in a hospital bed with some kind of fatal gun shot, but with still enough life that i could say whatever i needed and see everyone i loved before i died. it was by far one of the strangest dreams ive had in a while- and definitely one of those that leaves you questioning yourself the next day. i still feel mixed up about it... but really i should just be going to bed all over again. if i have another one of these dreams tonight, i might just freak out. thats all.