lately I've been feeling...
talked to an old friend...someone I knew before I lived in Mpls...before I got married...someone that once I was pretty convinced I was in love with...
it dragged up this summer and how hurt I still am about it.
I hate it when people don't check in.
Hate it when they act like nothing happened.
Like "i love you" means the same as brushing your teeth in the morning before you go to work.
Cowardice plain and simple.
And it hurts.
I am so sick of being used.
I deserve someone who *really* loves me. who isn't just saying it because they need to say it to somebody, and that somebody doesn't need to matter. I deserve better.
it dragged up this summer and how hurt I still am about it.
I hate it when people don't check in.
Hate it when they act like nothing happened.
Like "i love you" means the same as brushing your teeth in the morning before you go to work.
Cowardice plain and simple.
And it hurts.
I am so sick of being used.
I deserve someone who *really* loves me. who isn't just saying it because they need to say it to somebody, and that somebody doesn't need to matter. I deserve better.