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I know i haven't posted in awhile but i have to rant about two things.
1) who the f is telling people that andrew and I made out on the bus. And then, when i tell them we haven't ever made out, they accuse me of lying. Seriously folks, I was there I would know. What reason would I have for freaking lying about it? For god's sake. We're not dating, nor shall we ever. And yes, I am going to prom with him but as friends. I think that's ok. But crapping hell. stop making up untrue shit that you think happened. NOTHING happened between andrew and me especially since we had people sitting next to us/in front of us the ENTIRE time. If you don't believe me fricken ask them.
Which leads me to:
2) Maybe I'm not going to prom with andrew. In true style he wants to ask this freshman out, which means that they would go to prom. Notice that this is only 4 days after we ... i don't know. ended the possible relationship. I can't tell if he's just doing this so im like "andrew i love you let's date" or just to piss me off. But I have no excuse to be mad at him. I gave up on the idea of a relationship with him just as much as he gave up on me. It just hurts to know that I was one of a string, another idiot girl who fell to his supposed charms and then he moved on on them. It just really hurts that I could have been anyone for him. The reason i didn't want to be his girlfriend is that, boyfriends suck. i'd rather "ease into" a relationship with someone. Not immediately being like "IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND" it's just ... annoying. But w/e. Now, i really don't want to date him because well, i feel like part of a chain. The only one who ever seemed to really effect him on a romantic level was becca. And i could never compare to her.
What would really solve all this for me would be to just let go. I think that now, now that i've written all of this out i'm going to be ok. I just wish that someone that i really liked would like me. I know people are like "but alot of people like you Molly!" Umm... yeah. But who do you know that likes me for me, not because i have fricken boobs. No one who (that i know of at least) likes me (and this is only one person that i know of actually) knows me. knows me as a person.
1) who the f is telling people that andrew and I made out on the bus. And then, when i tell them we haven't ever made out, they accuse me of lying. Seriously folks, I was there I would know. What reason would I have for freaking lying about it? For god's sake. We're not dating, nor shall we ever. And yes, I am going to prom with him but as friends. I think that's ok. But crapping hell. stop making up untrue shit that you think happened. NOTHING happened between andrew and me especially since we had people sitting next to us/in front of us the ENTIRE time. If you don't believe me fricken ask them.
Which leads me to:
2) Maybe I'm not going to prom with andrew. In true style he wants to ask this freshman out, which means that they would go to prom. Notice that this is only 4 days after we ... i don't know. ended the possible relationship. I can't tell if he's just doing this so im like "andrew i love you let's date" or just to piss me off. But I have no excuse to be mad at him. I gave up on the idea of a relationship with him just as much as he gave up on me. It just hurts to know that I was one of a string, another idiot girl who fell to his supposed charms and then he moved on on them. It just really hurts that I could have been anyone for him. The reason i didn't want to be his girlfriend is that, boyfriends suck. i'd rather "ease into" a relationship with someone. Not immediately being like "IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND" it's just ... annoying. But w/e. Now, i really don't want to date him because well, i feel like part of a chain. The only one who ever seemed to really effect him on a romantic level was becca. And i could never compare to her.
What would really solve all this for me would be to just let go. I think that now, now that i've written all of this out i'm going to be ok. I just wish that someone that i really liked would like me. I know people are like "but alot of people like you Molly!" Umm... yeah. But who do you know that likes me for me, not because i have fricken boobs. No one who (that i know of at least) likes me (and this is only one person that i know of actually) knows me. knows me as a person.