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Went to primo's for lunch today. Had a cream horn (lol) for dessert. That was YUMMY. Played soccer and had fun. Went to Woodlawn and helped with my sister's riding lesson. That was an interesting experience.
Damn. I'm sinking into one of my depressed periods. I don't really know why. Maybe i do. It probably has to do with the guy I mentioned earlier, but it goes deeper than that. I just feel alone. I know I have friends and I know lots of other people feel like this, but I dunno. They all have ppl that like them. That they like! I have ppl (or more likely, person) who like me (which i shouldn't be complaining about) But I really am not attracted to them. At all. They're nice. And i'd like to be friends with them, but i really don't think I would ever be interested. And anyone I'm interested in, basically hates my guts. Or, i dunno, he's just not interested. Or, they have someone that they're involved with and i don't want to f things up. It's really...stupid. I'm just stupid. What do i care about this. I mean, if no one likes me... w/e. I have better things to do with my life. I really don't give a crap what ppl do with their lives. I just wish that I wouldn't always be the second choice. "oh well she's not working out so I'll try Molly." And i fall for it. Every time.
Damn. I'm sinking into one of my depressed periods. I don't really know why. Maybe i do. It probably has to do with the guy I mentioned earlier, but it goes deeper than that. I just feel alone. I know I have friends and I know lots of other people feel like this, but I dunno. They all have ppl that like them. That they like! I have ppl (or more likely, person) who like me (which i shouldn't be complaining about) But I really am not attracted to them. At all. They're nice. And i'd like to be friends with them, but i really don't think I would ever be interested. And anyone I'm interested in, basically hates my guts. Or, i dunno, he's just not interested. Or, they have someone that they're involved with and i don't want to f things up. It's really...stupid. I'm just stupid. What do i care about this. I mean, if no one likes me... w/e. I have better things to do with my life. I really don't give a crap what ppl do with their lives. I just wish that I wouldn't always be the second choice. "oh well she's not working out so I'll try Molly." And i fall for it. Every time.