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So school started weds. I guess it isn't so bad. I really feel like I have a huge weight off my shoulders because i don't have an important science anymore. I was in advanced, and I was always with the older kids, and I honestly don't know why I was put in advanced so i struggled in earth, bio and chem, and it was embarrassing because i felt like the dumb one cause everyone else was so much smarter then me, and thats what basically stressed me out every year. Now that I'm taking astronomy, theres kids in all kinds of grades, and its not bad at all. And I know I don't know the teachers too well, but I really like Mr. Kuhn for some reason. I don't know, I think he's funny. But anyways, other then that I like all my teachers, Mr. Exton is really funny..he seems so serious but he cracks me up. Plus, i have 3 study halls on B days..which rocks lol. So I pretty much don't have a problem in school, but it is also my 4th day.
Cheerleading is alright I guess. I feel like I'm holding the team back. And I don't want sympathy or anything, its just how i feel. I'm tryin really hard, and I'm practicing all the time, and i don't want to be a whiner about it but i gotta say it somewhere. I've never been on varsity before and out of everyone i'm always doing the most wrong...not saying its anyones fault at all, i know i'm doing things wrong and I try to fix it..its just stressful to me. And today i guess everyone was tired/pissed off/had a bad day/just didn't feel like doing anything and it wasnt such a good practice. But, i love all the girls to death, and i love cheerleading, and i'm not even close to giving up..ever:-)
Friday night was our football game in York..we WON!..then afterwards I hung out with Jerrid..saturday i had an early practice, then me and amy went with nikki to help out with GVB..they are cute little girls i have to say:-)...then I worked my first saturday night at the restaurant..it was really busy, and people were being bitchy..but i got through it. After work I went and hung out at Zachs with court and sarah and soem other people:-)..it was a fun time. I was so tired though...i got home at like 2:30ish and slept till noon the next day. It felt pretty damn good. Yesterday I went to Jerrids for dinner...then he came back here and we watched a movie. I want to see him today really bad for some reason....but i don't think he is gonna come over..oh welllllll...
Today I had school, i actually had a really good day, but I was just so so so tired, didn't feel like doing crap...and now i have a shit ton of h/w and i gotta do laundry, take a shwoer and clean and its almost 6:30...sooo i better get my butt movin...till next time