Apr 27, 2002 21:43
After such a great fucking day I had to come home to this. God damn it. Build me up, knock me down like the friggin bunny pinata. Fuck this. For once, I want nothing to change. Change is bad. Its not good. Everything should stay the same...always. Take away the things I love. Take away till I have nothing left. How much longer till its gone?
I wish I was at the Maxx right now. To be with people. And to not know. Why do I feel like I'm taking this harder than I should be?
Thank you, Derek. I love you, thanks for trying.