huuuuuuungry
Ok, I'm finally updating again. It hasn't actually been that long. But it feels like a long time. I guess because my friends thing hasn't been loading at my house.
I'm confused. I thought that I was the good guy. Why am I the bad guy? What did I do? I don't know. I never stopped, but I never started. Its confusing.
I've had such reason to be happy lately and I am, and then god damnit no matter how fast and hard I run, it catches up and I'm sad but I don't want to be. Not sad, numb. Not numb, dead. Not really, I wish. Don't care.
I'm confused. I thought that I was the good guy. Why am I the bad guy? What did I do? I don't know. I never stopped, but I never started. Its confusing.
I've had such reason to be happy lately and I am, and then god damnit no matter how fast and hard I run, it catches up and I'm sad but I don't want to be. Not sad, numb. Not numb, dead. Not really, I wish. Don't care.