maybe this year will be better than the last...
happy new year.
i'm tired.
of attempting to do this stupid project and getting absolutely NOWHERE.
of painting.
of working.
of having a non-existant vacation.
of senior year.
of waiting for out.
of feeling disappointed in myself.
i rarely use this.
i'm not apologizing.
i use caleida more.
i like the annonymity.
01. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
quit something i've done for years (basketball)
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more
for next year?
i honestly don't remember whether i made one or not... and no, i didn't make any for this year.
03. Did anyone close to you give birth?
well, not really close to me, but my cousin, cousin-in-law, and second cousin all did.
04. Did anyone close to you die?
no
05. What countries did you visit?
...usa
06. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
confidence.
07. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory?
everything... the holidays, prom, last day of school, when everyone left for school, getting my own car, going back to school as a senior, homecoming, concerts, turning 18, LAST NIGHT! so many things have changed since last January 1.
08. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting into college
09. What was your biggest failure?
=/
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
yep. a number of colds, a seizure, some late night substance-enduced sicknesses.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
best & worst- my car.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
everyone has their moments.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
that one. and that one.
14. Where did most of your money go?
i don't know. one minute i had over $100 in my wallet, the next minute it had all disappeared =(
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my car. my birthday. my boy. shows. my friends. <3.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
alkaline trio- sadie
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? with my surroundings, the same. with myself, happier.
b) thinner or fatter? fatter.
c) richer or poorer? poorer. i'm so damn broke.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
smiled, sang, not cared what others thought, not listened to what others said, hung out with my friends more.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
been upset, silent, and too considerate.
20. What's one goal you have for the new year?
to be happy. really happy.
21. How will you be spending New Years?
partay at stacie's with some great people!
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
yeah
23. How many one-night stands?
0
24. What was your favorite TV program?
law & order.. i'm slightly obsessed =X.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yeah
26. What was the best book you read?
Lolita & Wuthering Heights
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Athlete, The Bens, Imogen Heap, Jack's Mannequin, Mirah
28. What did you want and get?
a car, a teapot, the best friends i could ever ask for
29. What did you want and not get?
reciprocation
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
i don't even remember the last movie i saw =/
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
my mom gave me a package of gum. spearmint. i hate spearmint. no, i will never let that go.
i went out to paragon with brian, all dolled up & whatnot.
i was 18.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
dropping biology.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
"sorry, i wore sweatpants again.." or "i feel like looking nice today!"
34. What kept you sane?
my friends, brian, getting out of my house, volleyball
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i donno. didn't have many celebrity crushes this year.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
bush's intellectual incompetence.
37. Who did you miss?
my grampa
38. Who was the best new person you met?
<3
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
don't waste time and always say how you feel
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away"
Something Corporate- Me & the Moon
i'm tired.
of attempting to do this stupid project and getting absolutely NOWHERE.
of painting.
of working.
of having a non-existant vacation.
of senior year.
of waiting for out.
of feeling disappointed in myself.
i rarely use this.
i'm not apologizing.
i use caleida more.
i like the annonymity.
01. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
quit something i've done for years (basketball)
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more
for next year?
i honestly don't remember whether i made one or not... and no, i didn't make any for this year.
03. Did anyone close to you give birth?
well, not really close to me, but my cousin, cousin-in-law, and second cousin all did.
04. Did anyone close to you die?
no
05. What countries did you visit?
...usa
06. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
confidence.
07. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory?
everything... the holidays, prom, last day of school, when everyone left for school, getting my own car, going back to school as a senior, homecoming, concerts, turning 18, LAST NIGHT! so many things have changed since last January 1.
08. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting into college
09. What was your biggest failure?
=/
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
yep. a number of colds, a seizure, some late night substance-enduced sicknesses.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
best & worst- my car.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
everyone has their moments.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
that one. and that one.
14. Where did most of your money go?
i don't know. one minute i had over $100 in my wallet, the next minute it had all disappeared =(
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my car. my birthday. my boy. shows. my friends. <3.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
alkaline trio- sadie
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? with my surroundings, the same. with myself, happier.
b) thinner or fatter? fatter.
c) richer or poorer? poorer. i'm so damn broke.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
smiled, sang, not cared what others thought, not listened to what others said, hung out with my friends more.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
been upset, silent, and too considerate.
20. What's one goal you have for the new year?
to be happy. really happy.
21. How will you be spending New Years?
partay at stacie's with some great people!
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
yeah
23. How many one-night stands?
0
24. What was your favorite TV program?
law & order.. i'm slightly obsessed =X.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yeah
26. What was the best book you read?
Lolita & Wuthering Heights
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Athlete, The Bens, Imogen Heap, Jack's Mannequin, Mirah
28. What did you want and get?
a car, a teapot, the best friends i could ever ask for
29. What did you want and not get?
reciprocation
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
i don't even remember the last movie i saw =/
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
my mom gave me a package of gum. spearmint. i hate spearmint. no, i will never let that go.
i went out to paragon with brian, all dolled up & whatnot.
i was 18.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
dropping biology.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
"sorry, i wore sweatpants again.." or "i feel like looking nice today!"
34. What kept you sane?
my friends, brian, getting out of my house, volleyball
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i donno. didn't have many celebrity crushes this year.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
bush's intellectual incompetence.
37. Who did you miss?
my grampa
38. Who was the best new person you met?
<3
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
don't waste time and always say how you feel
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away"
Something Corporate- Me & the Moon