ITs been a while.. but im all good..
Well.. lets see.. Its been a long time since i have updated this thing.. I havent had the time too.. Things have been going pretty good.. I am almost done hooking my car up.. Im in the car club.. so is my baby.. Eddie Dwight Bennett Jr... <3 Im in love.. I dont think it can get any better than this.. I've been kept on the Down low.. Its pretty nice not having people butt into your life any more.. Things are so diffrent.. Me and Ej have been together for almost 3 months.. its acctually a record almost.. The 13th of November..
My girl Kait is moving back to Cali.. Im gonna miss her so much.. Shes my stress releiver.. but i guess i still have Ashley and Cristin at school I can sit there and talk my ass of too.. Things at school this year are pretty crappy though.. Im not around the people that im use to and that i know.. and alot of people have changed.. not all for the good though..
Its Halloween.. I think im catching a cold.. I need to clean my room.. I havent been home long enough in the nights to do so.. every weekend I've been staying with Ej.. His family fuckin loves me.. There the greatest thing ever..
I think my cancer has calmed down some.. so those treatments are working i guess? I need to get back to West this weekend to spend time with my dad and my grandmother and family.. I havent been there in months.. I miss them all.. I need to get rid of my roses that have died.. that Ej got me at the begining of the month..
My life has went to wild to finally changing to a diffrent pace.. Its on the right track though I assume.. I havent been this happy with someone in a long time.. Its like I have a million smiles with him every day.. Usually its something diffrent.. but my life is the best that its ever been.. Sometimes I will think about Charlie and how hes doing but it doesnt seem to go any further then that.. I miss his family.. They were always cool to be around too.. We were always doing something every weekend.. and sometimes all week long.. But I guess everything happens for a better reason.. and my reason is Ej.. Hes my strength to carry on the day.. and my courage to go on.. and my smile to be happy.. I can accutally say I dont have the stress of worrying about what hes doing and where hes going because, I know he loves me just as much as I love him.. And I will always keep my head up high and smile because of that one reason..
If yall ever want to get together.. yall should know how to get ahold of me.. if not its not that hard.. I miss everyone.. Love yall,
-m-