May 06, 2005 16:04
Well today i found out i have cancer.. as most of yall probally have herd.. I've been so fuckin sick today.. I guess from the nerves going crazy.. and the crying this morning.. yea it sucked.. but i have to get anastisia/ sp? and they half to go in a freeze my cells.. and then i will regrow new cells.. so i mean.. it went from moderate to now mild.. when i though i was fine its not.. but i mean.. i love all of my friends who's been supporting me.. i dont know what i would do with out yall..
I also found out i half to be subpoena'd for what happend at school against the police officer for Tony.. so i mean.. thats one thing im gonna do..
last night i talked to Nathan on the phone.. since we havent spoke in a month we did good on the phone deal from 10 to 2:30am ive missed him alot.. Its been hard not talking to him.. but i guess thats cause i cared so much about him..
Yesterday was my girl Katrenuhs b-day =) love you happy b-day hunnie! so tonight were all gonna go out and celebrate.. have a party thing and such..
and im now gonna go wash my face and remake it up again since i look like shit from all the crying today..
much love,
-m-