Confusion has ended
Man have things changed in the past two months. I was being literally pulled apart about going to South Africa, staying here to take the MCAT (but did I really want to do that, cause it's a big commitment to go to medical school, and by the way it's freakin' Africa), getting a job as a CNA/NAR, moving to Appleton? (not my idea, but still considered), and possibly going to Spain or Chile. Two months of craziness and I think I have a better idea of what the next 8 or so will consist of:
Staying home (MN, even though it gets a little lonely. I don't know why Luke and I or Bill and I don't try harder to get together, they're so close yet so far away). Studying for the MCAT, yuck. Planning a big day for the BF's birthday, FUN! Looking for programs to study/intern/work abroad, because it's a dream I've always had and LU sucks for keeping me from being able to do it. Sad about South Africa, but I keep thinking if it's something I really want to do, I will get there, maybe not this year, but eventually.
Great, just writing this thing puts doubts in my mind about that plan. Back to worrying and wondering...
Staying home (MN, even though it gets a little lonely. I don't know why Luke and I or Bill and I don't try harder to get together, they're so close yet so far away). Studying for the MCAT, yuck. Planning a big day for the BF's birthday, FUN! Looking for programs to study/intern/work abroad, because it's a dream I've always had and LU sucks for keeping me from being able to do it. Sad about South Africa, but I keep thinking if it's something I really want to do, I will get there, maybe not this year, but eventually.
Great, just writing this thing puts doubts in my mind about that plan. Back to worrying and wondering...