sore forearms (from moving for those of you with other ideas)
It's interesting. Ive always thought that relationships bring out the worst (and best) in people. When romantic feelings are involved, we tend to play games, manipulate, and act very childishly in ways we would never ever do with friends. But somehow, we will not let each other do that. More accurately, he will not let me do that. When Im irrational, he's completely rational and calm and talks me through things patiently, proving that Im being ridiculous but not in an exasperated way, in a "I somehow manage to say all of the right things almost all of the time, and I am very thoughtful, kind, and patient" way. I feel very, very lucky.
I apologize for how that pargraph went. I guess I just feel like LiveJournal was an outlet for a lot of depressed/angsty romantic feelings in the past. And it's not fair to not give the good the same attention the terrible got, now is it?
In a less annoying paragraph, I have a bed at the new apartment and smoe more stuff too. There's still several more carloads, but it's nice to be able to do it in chunks. Everything is pretty empty here, and unlike leaving 6455 or even my parent's house there's no feeling of regret or sadness in going. Maybe a bit. And Im excited to live with Tess a nd excited to have a room with a lot of space (or at least some space) and excited to live near Metropolis.
Im also excited for the San Francisco trip.
I apologize for how that pargraph went. I guess I just feel like LiveJournal was an outlet for a lot of depressed/angsty romantic feelings in the past. And it's not fair to not give the good the same attention the terrible got, now is it?
In a less annoying paragraph, I have a bed at the new apartment and smoe more stuff too. There's still several more carloads, but it's nice to be able to do it in chunks. Everything is pretty empty here, and unlike leaving 6455 or even my parent's house there's no feeling of regret or sadness in going. Maybe a bit. And Im excited to live with Tess a nd excited to have a room with a lot of space (or at least some space) and excited to live near Metropolis.
Im also excited for the San Francisco trip.