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I do not like being here.
I want to be home right now.
I have no motivation to finish papers. My work ethic is terrible. I will finish, I'm sure of it. Probably at 1:30 tomorrow, 20 minutes before class. It always happens that way.
I am empty.
There is nothing keeping me here aside from my own stubbornness and attachment to people that don't care.
I play Sleepyhead and Kids several times a day because they make me happy. I feel like such a fucking hipster.
I saw Mike the other night. I don't want to see him again. It's nothing he does, it's his presence. I feel helpless and worthless around him, and then I almost end up going back to him. When will this be done? When will there be something new?
I waste my words on facebook and people.
I want to be home right now.
I have no motivation to finish papers. My work ethic is terrible. I will finish, I'm sure of it. Probably at 1:30 tomorrow, 20 minutes before class. It always happens that way.
I am empty.
There is nothing keeping me here aside from my own stubbornness and attachment to people that don't care.
I play Sleepyhead and Kids several times a day because they make me happy. I feel like such a fucking hipster.
I saw Mike the other night. I don't want to see him again. It's nothing he does, it's his presence. I feel helpless and worthless around him, and then I almost end up going back to him. When will this be done? When will there be something new?
I waste my words on facebook and people.