even with the early mornings and weird patterns.
so what has happened. can't even remember last time i was here. it was a quick punch one two with james' birthday and two years. went to the pacific science center and played with science, watched an imax. ate some indian food. visited sir mac and his castle and the other knights. i've fallen in love with uw's selection of libraries. since i've been able to check books out from them, i've used the art one. and the 24 hour one. and will be returning in the next two days to check out more books. it's just what i wanted. booksbooksbooks. and i love the bus. it's good to be alive when i'm on the bus. i wrote some letters today. i have to pick a theme for my photo class for this quarter and have not been able to pick something yet. that sort of decision makes me feel like i'm limiting myself. plus the camera i was using is all messed up so i have to take a break anyway. but i know i like light in my photographs. hints of the sun. and i like real calm. like seeing something still for the first time. and abstract photos of things that are not abstract. like my canoe picture. and i'm up late night working again on editing video after a short recess. and i need to speed up the thesis paper writing project. it's overwhelming to not know what you want to say. oh, yes, white wine is sitting on our counter. i'm not sure when i should drink it. jessi and i made scrambled tofu with rice peppers and basil tonight. it was plain without the hot sauce. good good. hot sauce. i saw barton fink and jerry maguire (which i hadn't ever seen before). jessi watched loss of sexual innocence. twice. i'm glad she liked it. although, she said, the commentary made the movie better. so i shall commentary. movies are everywhere. my brother was in a beauty pageant. for his dorm. i miss my brother. going to visit him someday. soon. also, plans for nyc. it's so soon. but it seems like oh no, not yet. give it another month, but not so. and now, relax for a moment, finish a paper, smile, think about the good things and the good people surrounding me. it's a hellish week in terms of pace, but somehow, i know i can do it. even with the early mornings and weird patterns.