sharing my gold ringed blue eyes seems too hard anymore. but at least i'm honest.
it's official. i have introduced enough drama into my life that i feel it inappropriate to keep this thing much longer. because i don't have the balls to write about it here and if i don't write about my life here, then what the hell am i doing? fakin' it, I guess. but we all know me, i don't do that. so so. yes. i believe i am about to retire. rough. didn't even make it a year as an internet person.