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Oh man.
Okay, I am going to scream this at the top of my lungs right now: To all the guys I've dated/like/etc., I know things are over between us, but let's not add insult to injury BY YOU GOING AFTER MY FRIENDS!!!!
I know it's so juvenile but why? Why are my friends so AH-MAY-ZING that every guy I've ever looked at for longer than 2 seconds automatically wants after my friends? HUH? Why? I don't understand. And it never works the other way around. iIf it did, I obviously wouldn't have a problem with that.
That being said, 21 so far has been awesome. Last night at Rilo Kiley I didn't have to pay for not one damn drink. At last, at last, the benefits of being a woman.
I want to cry right now because I wished for a thousand dollars so I could move to New York and live with Allison but the thousand dollars didn't come!! And I wished for my brother to not be sick and for him not to have to come home (not because I don't want him to, but because I know he really wants to stay in New York) and I could get the fuck out of this town. It's eating me alive. Sucking out all of my creativity and enthusiasm for life! Like, it's more fun for me to give my cat a flea bath and watch both the Bourne Identity and the Bourne Supremacy than it is for me to go out.
Summer project: build my portfolio!! help brother stay healthy and get him a job so we can both move back to NY.
The End.
Okay, I am going to scream this at the top of my lungs right now: To all the guys I've dated/like/etc., I know things are over between us, but let's not add insult to injury BY YOU GOING AFTER MY FRIENDS!!!!
I know it's so juvenile but why? Why are my friends so AH-MAY-ZING that every guy I've ever looked at for longer than 2 seconds automatically wants after my friends? HUH? Why? I don't understand. And it never works the other way around. iIf it did, I obviously wouldn't have a problem with that.
That being said, 21 so far has been awesome. Last night at Rilo Kiley I didn't have to pay for not one damn drink. At last, at last, the benefits of being a woman.
I want to cry right now because I wished for a thousand dollars so I could move to New York and live with Allison but the thousand dollars didn't come!! And I wished for my brother to not be sick and for him not to have to come home (not because I don't want him to, but because I know he really wants to stay in New York) and I could get the fuck out of this town. It's eating me alive. Sucking out all of my creativity and enthusiasm for life! Like, it's more fun for me to give my cat a flea bath and watch both the Bourne Identity and the Bourne Supremacy than it is for me to go out.
Summer project: build my portfolio!! help brother stay healthy and get him a job so we can both move back to NY.
The End.