But as a friend you should take into consideration that since everyone is extremly busy with homework and whatever and we only end up going out once a month anyway because parents really dont like finding out where their kids are going at the last minute. all i ask is that things arent planned on fridays because seriously everytime you guys DO go out it ends up being on a friday and excluding me amd you and virginia seeing shopgirl in my comp curls i havent gone out with out you guys in 7 weeks. if your not going to take into consideration the plans of others when you make plans to go out .. not just me, Althea, Freshman and Me, then we feel like we arent included. I am not asking you to come to every game infact i dont care usually i have emmi and we talk. but coach asked us to get as many people as possible to come and we woke up at 5.30 to paint posters and put them up all over the school to get people to come to the game. so if your going to tell me that your coming and then leave randomly, that hurts my feelings because im expecting you. and about althea with the ice cream. she didnt have her car and her mom drove her to the school. there was no more room in tims car. so the proper solution would be to just leave her ALONE at the game while al you go to get ice cream? and by not knowing exactly why she couldnt drive herself you obviosly show that you didnt even care because you didnt even take the time to listen. so who says that althea was the one to be left alone, why not you jessica, why not kaila, or whoever else went. you always leave me and althea. i understand that you want to go to get icecream but if not everyone can go then you dont just leave them to wait for you to return and entire quarter and a half later in the game. AND TO CLEAR IT UP JUST ONE MORE FUKING TIME. I DONT THINK MY PLANS REVOLVE AROUND ME I THINK THAT IF YOU GUYS WERE MY FRIENDs THAT YOU WOULD CARE ABOUT WHEN I CAN AND CANNOT GO OUT. SO BY THE TIME PEOPLE START TELLING ME THAT I THINK MY PLANS REVOLVE AROUND ME THAT PRETTY MUCH MEANS THAT THEY JUST DONT LIKE ME ANYMORE. OR THAT THEY DONT CARE ABOUT ME. WELL IM SORRY. BECAUSE UN FIRTUNATLY I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU GUYS. AND THIS KILLS ME BECAUSE I THINK WE ARE JUST SCHOOL FRIENDS IF THAT MUCH.
seriously guys... when i asked you not to go get icecream, there was a perfectly good reason. and a perfectly good reason why i didn't have my car. and not just the fact that i had to wander around campus with a giant purple balloon all by myself. dude, i was lucky to find justin clune and connor and jeff... oh and that kid in my math class... i think his name is matt. he thought i was a sophomore. i was upset. and consideration never hurt anyone. take two seconds to think. and btw, you guys know the real reason why i went to the game.. i do love my sexy mermaid, but band was marching and it was justin's birthday, and i had a stuffed hippo.. which was sexy. but you guys KNEW i went pretty much to see band, and you came during halftime and were obnoxious while band was marching... so i couldn't hear them... and now nobody can/will come w/me to the band competition?? this is so gay. and i like have to go now cus i didn't go to the game like 3 weeks ago or w/e when they did the whole thing (i cuaght a word alyssa would hurt me for typing), so i have to go to moorpark all by myself. and dont give me drama shit... its in the morning. but obviously you don't care what i need... or what alyssa needs... or what freshman needs. dude. lets go support freshman! and having other pretty people there doesnt hurt... but about that... i think i need to talk to you about that jess.
Ya ill go to the moorpark thing if im not grounded. i actually might be able to go.. only problem. there is no way my dad will drive me and now he thinks you can drive me so im prolly screwed there. if we can figure that out ill fight for it. anything can be fun with a sexy around. i went to church with emmi today to keep her in chaminade. her grandpa will take her out of CCP if she doesnt go to church every sunday and she slept through the morning church and her grandpa refused to take her so she was all sad and then i got her a ride and then she was happy then i was like. what the hell i love my sexy rhino, i guess im going to church. i dont think you understand. i havnt gone to church since i got confirmed, that would be like APRIL! so thats a big thing for me. but ya. i hinted to my mom that my grades wernt going to be good and she understood i explained that im really stressed with the whole fighting with friends and being grounded on and off all the time and having so much extra house work that i just dont know how to schedual homework into my day and she was understanding and she was like "you know weve stopped getting mad about your grades anymore, just you wont get a car" and i was like . eh ok i understand. ill only have it for like a year anyway then i have to go to italy and get a new drivers license and car there so ya whatever. i gotta go to dinner. love ya althea.
just one thing, my reception or you reception was shit because you couldnt hear me, i could hear you butnot vice versa, so i hung up figuring you'd call me back, and you know my atrocious memory i forgot that since you didnt call me back i should call you, but then i remember when we actually went to get ice cream, but i didnt know for sure what was going on w/ yoru car-ness, and i'm sorry, i was being bitchy (to some degree) but i do that you think that plans revolve around becuase sometimes (not all the time, notice, just sometimes) you're like, "well i cant go so why dont we move plans so I can go" and then if that means someone else cant go you dont care or dont say anything anyway, so its like, its ok w/ me if THEY cant go, just so long as I can go, and thats not cool either, you both can talk to me about w/e whenever i/you guys have time, preferably after play shit if thats chill w/ you, because i dont want to loose my sexies, so i hope that we can converse and everything will be chill after that, and alyssa, can we make some kinda of deal where, when we come to football games (provided there's another home one, otherwise this is kinda semi-irrelevant) we can leave for one quarter or something? because watching a WHOLE football game is kinda boring, i love you guys, i sincerely apologize, and i'll talk to you mañana
dude. football games are NOT boring!!! who watches the game? you alternate between harassing alyssa and harassing freshman... NOT JUSTIN because you guys made band look REALLY unprofessional in front of notre dame. good job. we're already like 100 less then notre dame... and sound like 1/359824392457 as loud... so yeah. oh, and theres always connor to harass... and elbro.. elbro actually goes. and that kid in my math class.... i think his name is matt. and jeff is always there to harass... uh.. and if nobody's in the stands, we can always harass my sexy mermaid and my sexy rhino, so it never gets boring. whatever. i had fun w/o you guys. anthony and thomas think im crazy/obsessed for the hippo/balloon on top of the happy birthday mom stuff... it was fun. and apparently paul's life is meaningless without our randomness...
i know how funny. but its not that i dont care that others cant go. i DO care when its ALWAYS me who cant go. ive havnt gone out in 7 weeks remember and its cuz you guys always plan on days i cant go. i dont wanna sound i dont know the word, something, but I really want to do something with someone other than my brother. because i am tired of taking hin to see G rated movies alone where all the parents around me ask me if he is my son, with a really weird face on. GODDAMN IT NO< HAVE YOU NOT HEARD OF SIBLINGS!
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