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the last couple days should have been amazing with the things i did but my mind wants to ruin the fun for me. i'm getting back into old habits and thoughts which sucks. i'm not sure if i should just give in again or what but it's gotten incredibley difficult and noone understands. i'm really tired of living like this. but that is just complaining which is ridiculouse because i have it sooooo much better than 95% of the world. i'm just really scared and don't know what to do.
but last night there were shooting stars...and if just one of my many wishes came true, i would be ok for now.
anyone know how to get more meaning in life so stupidity doesn't consume me?
i need to get a grip.
but last night there were shooting stars...and if just one of my many wishes came true, i would be ok for now.
anyone know how to get more meaning in life so stupidity doesn't consume me?
i need to get a grip.