OH GOD...

Dec 23, 2004 21:28

Douche Bag Mr. Ketterer.



Hey Mr. Ketterer- it's Karissa :-P

This is actually going to be a more "serious" e-mail- I need to get something off of my chest :-\

It's been bothering me all day, so I figured instead of letting it bother me more and holding it in, I might as well vent.

You're not just my teacher, but a wonderful friend and I hope that this doesn't get in between anything...

So here I go...

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Today what you said really hurt me. You obviously know that Scotty IS my boyfriend and has been for QUITE some time, and I feel that you don't approve of it at all. Which I know you don't haha. But anyway, he IS my boyfriend, I do care deeply for him, and I'm sorry if you don't really like it. I know that he is immature and not exactly the mellowest boy out there, but I don't think he's as bad as you make him out to be. I asked him about last year and we had a serious talk about it- he said that he truly doesn't remember talking to you about anything nor saying any "bullshit" behind your back- I don't think he would lie to me. Even though there probably was an instance or two that he doesn't remember, he does feel bad that you feel this way about him and wishes that it wasn't like this. He hates how you don't want him to be in the band room and how you sort of discriminated against him today. Even though this is your "payback" for last year, I think that maybe if you told him directly the reason why you feel you need to "pay him back," that it would be better and make the situation easier. This way, he could tell you that he is sincerely sorry for how me may have acted last year and try to show you how he doesn't want to be like "that" again. I don't know, I honestly don't remember any time when you had to yell at him and fix his behavior and then got bullshit about it. I guess I might not have been present.

Anyway, I don't know... haha I can't believe I'm actually going to send this :-X

Back to business-
Overall, Scott is sorry for anything wrong that he might've done last year, even though he truly doesn't remember doing it. He hates how the situation is and feels discriminated against and wishes that you would accept him like you do the rest of his group of friends. Again, he is deeply sorry for the way that you feel about him.

Today, after school, I'm sorry if you didn't want him in the band room- he needed to help me carry my trumpet and DDR pad though. I noticed that this made you a little uncomfortable [unless I'm just paranoid about things and my view is skewed haha], and I'm sorry.

Basically, I honestly really don't appreciate you talking about him like you did today to my face. I don't know, it just sort of bothered me. I didn't say anything really because I don't like confrontation, but what you said about "you know he hasn't changed either" really bothered me. Even though immature at times, Scott is a wonderful kid and I know that you haven't seen that based on the few times you've seen him. When you said that line, I felt like you were sort of accusing me of going out with a jackass or something, and I really don't appreciate it.

Of course, I can be totally blowing things out of proportion, but that's what I feel like :-(

Again, I truly hope that this doesn't screw things up and the only reason I'm sending you this e-mail is because I know that we're pretty close and that we could talk about things like this to fix things. I'd really appreciate an e-mail back about it- but I'm sorry that I'm sending you this so close to the holiday- it's not exactly a cheery topic haha.

Nevertheless, I hope that you and your family have a WONDERFUL Christmas Holiday and enjoy your time together :-)

Thank you :-),
Karissa Burgess

Phew.

...And Look who's going to get kicked out of Wind Ensemble...

LMFAO.

Ah, how could I have sent that.

Phew, someone's actually GOT GUTS for once.
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