DECISIONS, DECISIONS
I've basically come to a big decision in my life, and it can be said to be a turning point. As for upwards or downwards, I can't predict the future, but I know I'll do my best to make it the best decision of 2005. I know it's a little cryptic here, as this is, after all, public, but do ask if you want to find out and offer advice (: Maybe those people had something coming on when they said I was weird.
I'm really excited about after-promos-plans and on the whole, 2006. It's going to be very packed, very energy-sapping, yet very worthwhile I guess. It's going to be about University applications, A Levels and all that jazz. I know I'm going to love it and hate it already. I've really grown a lot in Him this year, and also matured a lot I guess. This decision may be a risky one, but you basically don't get anywhere without calculated risks. I truly feel empowered and I know this is the right decision for me, the right choice, the right path. I enjoy taking risks, and love it even more when I triumph. Oh well, God is with me so whereever He leads, He will provide (:
There's a strong sense of hope and liberation I felt, once I firmly planted that decision in my head. Nothing's confirmed yet, of course, but I'm determined to carry it through. I'm going to be finding a place after Promos, and basically I just need a small empty room with a table ( sounds like jail though huh ). I'd lost my passion, my fire because it was based on worldly things instead of on Him. Now I live eat breathe for Him, and also because of Him. I feel empowered, and I know He loves me very, very much.
I'm really excited about after-promos-plans and on the whole, 2006. It's going to be very packed, very energy-sapping, yet very worthwhile I guess. It's going to be about University applications, A Levels and all that jazz. I know I'm going to love it and hate it already. I've really grown a lot in Him this year, and also matured a lot I guess. This decision may be a risky one, but you basically don't get anywhere without calculated risks. I truly feel empowered and I know this is the right decision for me, the right choice, the right path. I enjoy taking risks, and love it even more when I triumph. Oh well, God is with me so whereever He leads, He will provide (:
There's a strong sense of hope and liberation I felt, once I firmly planted that decision in my head. Nothing's confirmed yet, of course, but I'm determined to carry it through. I'm going to be finding a place after Promos, and basically I just need a small empty room with a table ( sounds like jail though huh ). I'd lost my passion, my fire because it was based on worldly things instead of on Him. Now I live eat breathe for Him, and also because of Him. I feel empowered, and I know He loves me very, very much.