wish me luck!
this past weekend was absolutely fucking awesome. Friday night i was going to go to the FTLO, God Forbid, Norma Jean, Throwdown, and A Life Once Lost show, but never made it. I went to Improv night in Redbank with ash, Amy, and Keith. THAT BY FAR was the highlight of my weekend! I'll definately go again.. my stomach hurt from laughing so hard. Yesterday, i got really motivated to clean out my car, since it needed it, and i had NOTHING else to do.. so as i was cleaning out the inside, i found two roaches.. ya DAMN RIGHT i put them in my bowl and fired it up on the back porch. then i heard the front door open. now it's about 1230 in the afternoon, so im thinking, WHO'S HOME?!?! grams in the rehab center, dad's at work, ash is at work and it's not lunch time for her yet, hmm...as im concealing my bowl, debbie walked onto the back porch, sat down and i handed her the bowl after she told me she didnt have work. (debbie is my dad's 28 year old girlfriend) funny. ANYWAY-she had the crazy stoner idea of going to philly, being it was maaaddd early, to go to wonderland, this sweet ass bowl/piece/bong place. She drives like a fucking maniac, and i was definately scared for my life, but it was a fucking blast! i wanted to walk down to Urban Outfitters, bc we parked a few blocks from it, but as we were heading past the car, an officer was giving her a ticket bc it was past 330, and you cant park there during rush hour. so we decided to say FUCK SHOPPING, lets go home. it was an awesome time.. :) i have a job interview in an hour. it's out in skillman/princeton, and it's for a live-in/live-out nanny position paying $450 a week cash. can't beat that. im getting very down about the whole, dating/seeing someone situation. actually, there really IS no situation. i told ry i can only see him on a friends basis. it hurts more to leave that place in the morning, knowing i can't have his heart.. <3 dj still sees his ex. i dont care anymore. im so tired of wondering, hurting, being happy, then losing it all over again.
enough emo-ness. i gotta go get myself mentally ready for this interview. aaahhhh im so scared.
<3 moks
ps. jackie i tried callin you! it didnt work, so call me!