It was never an easy road... to achieve my dream
It was never an easy road to achieve my dream. As the title goes saying, it does reflected whatever that I face from the beginning I start of
wanting to become a pilot, choose piloting as my dream job and decide that this is the one that I'm going to strive for. TO BECOME A PILOT!!!
As you can see from my previous post, I did say that I wanted to make my lifejournal as a journal toward my dream. This is the second post and yeah, I still going to fangirl and post random stuff but I wanted to jotted down my own writing within my life of what I have been facing for almost 10 years.
10 years... if other people might say that they wanted to become a pilot since they were little blablabla... my story was a bit different. This is not my true ambition when I was 14 years old and below. I originally more interested in writing, journal or anything related to art as I'm not really have a good 'relationship' with numbers. Yeah right-->MATHEMATICS especially. lol.
As pretty as the sky....
I started wanting to become a pilot because of a magazines ( which I destined to buy with the price at RM1 during my school library clearance sale ). Unfortunately, I didn't take pictures of that wonderful magazines... it's for SPM student and that time, the main topic was about cadet pilot. It does open my eyes and make me starts thinking, is this what I want to be? I still have doubt and unsure feeling. I'm 15 years old that time, how can I be so sure of my future? hehe.
One day, I watched television that aired about 3 female cadet pilot based in Malaysian Flying Academy in Malacca. I remember those faces... Nur Moana, Shara Azlin and Nadia Dayana.... but the one that kept lingered in my head was Nur Moana name :D
She's one of my heroes in achieving my dream. Sis Ona :D
So guess what I did after watched that tv documentary? I took out my pen and paper and start writing a letter to her. I just write whatever I want to say and search the address for MFA from the magazines that I bought previously ( thank God they provide address ) and that time internet wasn't really a popular thing. I'm very kampung (village and outdated) girl after all... hahaha. Cute? :p
I sent the letter and to my surprises, a few month after that, SHE REPLIED !!
That was when I know, I want to become a pilot and now I have a role model !!!!!!!
Who said girl wearing hijab cannot become a pilot? \(>.<)/
Sis Ona and Sis Fiza :D
Although she might didn't realized that but her strong spirit did make me stronger too. I face my first ever interview in life for APFT ( Asia Pacific Flying Academy ) tryouts and it was my first time in life doing this, being away from family, risk my safety and only with RM50 to survive... and that was when I face my failure.... one of my failure in reaching my dreams. I remember when she text me and said.
'It's okay. Whatever happen, do not give up. Stay strong. It wasn't easy for me too in the first place'
Yeah, those magic sentence from my hero :D
To make it short, now, I can't believe I'm working under the same roof as her. Under the same company and the first time I saw her walk past me, I screamed so loud that I believed it scared her. lol.... silly me. But she smiled and I said it's me and she smiled even more... but she looked a bit confused. Later on, she text me and ask. "You're the girl that sent me letter right?".... and from there, I know I'm getting closer in distance not just with my heroes but also my dream job, my pure number one ambition!!!!!
So that's all for now... I guess I will be continuing this journal next time. Haaa, I felt tired after working *sigh* I'll write more next time eh...
To be continued...
wanting to become a pilot, choose piloting as my dream job and decide that this is the one that I'm going to strive for. TO BECOME A PILOT!!!
As you can see from my previous post, I did say that I wanted to make my lifejournal as a journal toward my dream. This is the second post and yeah, I still going to fangirl and post random stuff but I wanted to jotted down my own writing within my life of what I have been facing for almost 10 years.
10 years... if other people might say that they wanted to become a pilot since they were little blablabla... my story was a bit different. This is not my true ambition when I was 14 years old and below. I originally more interested in writing, journal or anything related to art as I'm not really have a good 'relationship' with numbers. Yeah right-->MATHEMATICS especially. lol.
As pretty as the sky....
I started wanting to become a pilot because of a magazines ( which I destined to buy with the price at RM1 during my school library clearance sale ). Unfortunately, I didn't take pictures of that wonderful magazines... it's for SPM student and that time, the main topic was about cadet pilot. It does open my eyes and make me starts thinking, is this what I want to be? I still have doubt and unsure feeling. I'm 15 years old that time, how can I be so sure of my future? hehe.
One day, I watched television that aired about 3 female cadet pilot based in Malaysian Flying Academy in Malacca. I remember those faces... Nur Moana, Shara Azlin and Nadia Dayana.... but the one that kept lingered in my head was Nur Moana name :D
She's one of my heroes in achieving my dream. Sis Ona :D
So guess what I did after watched that tv documentary? I took out my pen and paper and start writing a letter to her. I just write whatever I want to say and search the address for MFA from the magazines that I bought previously ( thank God they provide address ) and that time internet wasn't really a popular thing. I'm very kampung (village and outdated) girl after all... hahaha. Cute? :p
I sent the letter and to my surprises, a few month after that, SHE REPLIED !!
That was when I know, I want to become a pilot and now I have a role model !!!!!!!
Who said girl wearing hijab cannot become a pilot? \(>.<)/
Sis Ona and Sis Fiza :D
Although she might didn't realized that but her strong spirit did make me stronger too. I face my first ever interview in life for APFT ( Asia Pacific Flying Academy ) tryouts and it was my first time in life doing this, being away from family, risk my safety and only with RM50 to survive... and that was when I face my failure.... one of my failure in reaching my dreams. I remember when she text me and said.
'It's okay. Whatever happen, do not give up. Stay strong. It wasn't easy for me too in the first place'
Yeah, those magic sentence from my hero :D
To make it short, now, I can't believe I'm working under the same roof as her. Under the same company and the first time I saw her walk past me, I screamed so loud that I believed it scared her. lol.... silly me. But she smiled and I said it's me and she smiled even more... but she looked a bit confused. Later on, she text me and ask. "You're the girl that sent me letter right?".... and from there, I know I'm getting closer in distance not just with my heroes but also my dream job, my pure number one ambition!!!!!
So that's all for now... I guess I will be continuing this journal next time. Haaa, I felt tired after working *sigh* I'll write more next time eh...
To be continued...