guess who decided to update there journal....
well well well
its funny how time flys when your not having fun...
as for me too much stress overwhelmed me yet again.
where to start...
well according to my last entry i was very pissed off at the fact that my manager was doing alot of bitching and moaning about the store. I thought it might have come to a end...boy was I ever wrong.
monday i came to work all chipper proud of the work that i did on sunday and all of a sudden my manager pulls me to side and says that i did a great job on the back....BUT...and thats a big but, she told me she had to write me for the following infractions:
first of all I didnt do marketing, cant say i could've but i wasnt the only one that got a verbel for that.
second i didnt change a that one little light bulb because i couldnt find the bulb to begin with. again another verbel.
but the third thing was what pissed me off...i got wrote up for being 30min early....you read it correctly 30min early.
so thats the first one.
then the next day i was suppose to do the following tasks. keep in mind that i have 3 hours and 30mins to do this while watching the sales floor, helping customers, and me being the only person there.
my task were:
to alphabetize all 465 preowned games by the computer
put inventory stickers on them.
call 130 customers about the new gamecube game
alphabetize the walls.
vacuum
ALL IN THREE HOURS!!
i couldnt do it. so the next day i came in sure enough it was another write up. but this time it was going to be one for not doing the preowns and the second for not doing the calls.
not to mention i can only be written up twice before they can officially fire me...the manger told me that the DM was comming down so i new right then and there that the DM was comming down there to get rid of me personally.
so with eternal option of leaveing now or waiting until tommorow i decided to leave EB.
of course i didnt have a job lined up yet because i did not have anytime of to do so....i went to circuit city because i new they were still hiring.
so i decided to take a couple days off and then start my plans for getting on with circuit city. everything seem to go like clock work. turned in the application on wensday after taking my cousin nikki job hunting...in which i saw my former manager from EB and alot of other people. then of course today i took the test that is required of circuit city....i truly thought that i was going to past those test with no problem...
but unfortunatly the worst has happened....i took the test and one of the managers went to grade it and they returned with the sad news that i had answered a question on the second test wrongly...so they were not going to hire me....i was crushed yet again...i didnt know what i was going to do but at the sametime i had to keep my composur and look for another solution....unfortunatly i left the store very upset and very angry...because i felt that my intellegence, skill, workers pride and detication that i have built over the years just taken away from like a bully taking candy from a baby....i got home and i told me mom what happened and she asked me if there was any other electronics store that i could apply at..when i thought about it the only one left that i could possibly try to apply for was radio shack and best buy.....radio shack isnt something i would like to do...yes they deal with electronics but not in the style that i like to do...and best buy...basically the location at town center bores me...everyone there except for a select few are lazy and store isnt busy enough....i would easilly run circles around them working there. but if i were to work at the one in cumberland i would be set...but unfortunatly my dad works there so thats not going to work...
so here i am yet again fucked in the ass by the great cork-screw we call life and all i can do is just try to keep a optimistic attitude about it...in other words just fake it through and when your happy show it....what bullshit......
one thing that bothers me though is that on the questionair that i took it specifically said "this qestionair has no right or wrong answers, just circle what you feel is true" if this statment is true then while in the hell did i get denied? no one knows because of some jack ass that thought of it figured that if someone found out about it then there would be something to cover his sorry ass.....
I feel like the scum of the earth right now...roscoe came over the cheer me up and it did little good if barly doing anything....just feel that the test was a unfair display of my true ability..and it insults my skills as a hard worker to have to sit through all that...if i had known i could have taken the dumb test online without leaving home...
but yet they fire more people then they can hire. no wonder why "the lucky" get to work there because it seems like the perfectionest are the only ones that get better end of the deal.
they need people to hire on but the test flunks them out...even people like me....and i thought i was the most honest of the rest of them...but i guess the test proved me wrong...well until they do something about it then i guess they will have a small problem getting people on but dont worry if someone applies and they dont do well on the test there is always the asshole that they can kiss to get in there.....im just really mad at the moment...i guess for one reason alone that im mad other than the fact that i failed and didnt hired on...i felt that i got my hopes up to high and they were shot down like a fragile wine glass......
oh well according to what the manager said, they gave it to the one of the other mangers and they are going to give it to the DM of the store....like that will do me alot of good...
Im sorry to say this even if they did that and said that im gooed enough to hire....im not sure if i'll take it...i'll get too happy about being there and then something will happpen.
i guess this why i keep my feelings to myself...share them with someone else and they get use against you.....
well lets see anything else that im forgeting?
well im still single, that doesnt surprise me at all....nor is it something new......
oh well enough bitching on my end...its seems that i have become alot more frank about my feelings now.....soon i'll get to that stage where i wont hold anything back...i just tell you what do and do not like and be done with it...but then i would be changing and then i would seem like a jerk...so what else is new. well im going to bed now...lucky i wasnt to pissed to plaster myself to oblivion....
if you've read this then im appologize for it.
i didnt mean to bore you.
Jason
"When Im done, you will beg me to allow you to die."
Count Magnus Lee
its funny how time flys when your not having fun...
as for me too much stress overwhelmed me yet again.
where to start...
well according to my last entry i was very pissed off at the fact that my manager was doing alot of bitching and moaning about the store. I thought it might have come to a end...boy was I ever wrong.
monday i came to work all chipper proud of the work that i did on sunday and all of a sudden my manager pulls me to side and says that i did a great job on the back....BUT...and thats a big but, she told me she had to write me for the following infractions:
first of all I didnt do marketing, cant say i could've but i wasnt the only one that got a verbel for that.
second i didnt change a that one little light bulb because i couldnt find the bulb to begin with. again another verbel.
but the third thing was what pissed me off...i got wrote up for being 30min early....you read it correctly 30min early.
so thats the first one.
then the next day i was suppose to do the following tasks. keep in mind that i have 3 hours and 30mins to do this while watching the sales floor, helping customers, and me being the only person there.
my task were:
to alphabetize all 465 preowned games by the computer
put inventory stickers on them.
call 130 customers about the new gamecube game
alphabetize the walls.
vacuum
ALL IN THREE HOURS!!
i couldnt do it. so the next day i came in sure enough it was another write up. but this time it was going to be one for not doing the preowns and the second for not doing the calls.
not to mention i can only be written up twice before they can officially fire me...the manger told me that the DM was comming down so i new right then and there that the DM was comming down there to get rid of me personally.
so with eternal option of leaveing now or waiting until tommorow i decided to leave EB.
of course i didnt have a job lined up yet because i did not have anytime of to do so....i went to circuit city because i new they were still hiring.
so i decided to take a couple days off and then start my plans for getting on with circuit city. everything seem to go like clock work. turned in the application on wensday after taking my cousin nikki job hunting...in which i saw my former manager from EB and alot of other people. then of course today i took the test that is required of circuit city....i truly thought that i was going to past those test with no problem...
but unfortunatly the worst has happened....i took the test and one of the managers went to grade it and they returned with the sad news that i had answered a question on the second test wrongly...so they were not going to hire me....i was crushed yet again...i didnt know what i was going to do but at the sametime i had to keep my composur and look for another solution....unfortunatly i left the store very upset and very angry...because i felt that my intellegence, skill, workers pride and detication that i have built over the years just taken away from like a bully taking candy from a baby....i got home and i told me mom what happened and she asked me if there was any other electronics store that i could apply at..when i thought about it the only one left that i could possibly try to apply for was radio shack and best buy.....radio shack isnt something i would like to do...yes they deal with electronics but not in the style that i like to do...and best buy...basically the location at town center bores me...everyone there except for a select few are lazy and store isnt busy enough....i would easilly run circles around them working there. but if i were to work at the one in cumberland i would be set...but unfortunatly my dad works there so thats not going to work...
so here i am yet again fucked in the ass by the great cork-screw we call life and all i can do is just try to keep a optimistic attitude about it...in other words just fake it through and when your happy show it....what bullshit......
one thing that bothers me though is that on the questionair that i took it specifically said "this qestionair has no right or wrong answers, just circle what you feel is true" if this statment is true then while in the hell did i get denied? no one knows because of some jack ass that thought of it figured that if someone found out about it then there would be something to cover his sorry ass.....
I feel like the scum of the earth right now...roscoe came over the cheer me up and it did little good if barly doing anything....just feel that the test was a unfair display of my true ability..and it insults my skills as a hard worker to have to sit through all that...if i had known i could have taken the dumb test online without leaving home...
but yet they fire more people then they can hire. no wonder why "the lucky" get to work there because it seems like the perfectionest are the only ones that get better end of the deal.
they need people to hire on but the test flunks them out...even people like me....and i thought i was the most honest of the rest of them...but i guess the test proved me wrong...well until they do something about it then i guess they will have a small problem getting people on but dont worry if someone applies and they dont do well on the test there is always the asshole that they can kiss to get in there.....im just really mad at the moment...i guess for one reason alone that im mad other than the fact that i failed and didnt hired on...i felt that i got my hopes up to high and they were shot down like a fragile wine glass......
oh well according to what the manager said, they gave it to the one of the other mangers and they are going to give it to the DM of the store....like that will do me alot of good...
Im sorry to say this even if they did that and said that im gooed enough to hire....im not sure if i'll take it...i'll get too happy about being there and then something will happpen.
i guess this why i keep my feelings to myself...share them with someone else and they get use against you.....
well lets see anything else that im forgeting?
well im still single, that doesnt surprise me at all....nor is it something new......
oh well enough bitching on my end...its seems that i have become alot more frank about my feelings now.....soon i'll get to that stage where i wont hold anything back...i just tell you what do and do not like and be done with it...but then i would be changing and then i would seem like a jerk...so what else is new. well im going to bed now...lucky i wasnt to pissed to plaster myself to oblivion....
if you've read this then im appologize for it.
i didnt mean to bore you.
Jason
"When Im done, you will beg me to allow you to die."
Count Magnus Lee