Shafted again >:o(
I was tossed aside again in a not very good day....you see Trisha left Coastal Dance Theatre :( which is totally sad but I mean people leave all the time, what can you do? But I did get a little hope up for maybe getting her parts, But you see, me being the only one without a 'titled role' or understudy part who is a full member of the company you would only think that micky would then put me to take over some of trisha's parts ...well NO she took heather and isabelle and others to replace the part so that instead of being one character one day and no character the next now they are just a different one each day.. where as i'm the only one who has no character any day!! Totally sucks...but I really don't care because If I go talk to micky then all I'm gonna get is an understudy role out of pity which I don't want nor do I want to take the time to learn something that there is already one understudy for so I wouldn't have a chance of performing. So I figure the only way to get a role is if I now try really hard and get really good (which is going to take a lot of will-power and motivation which I just don't have) by the casting for the next show which would be for the rep show in Apr. and especially next years show, if I'm even still in the company.
Might get a job! There is one down at Kaleidoscope and I might try and get it.
Anyway that's it... no one wants to talk to me tonight ... totally sucks!
Night.
Make a wish it's 11:11!!! I made mine!
Might get a job! There is one down at Kaleidoscope and I might try and get it.
Anyway that's it... no one wants to talk to me tonight ... totally sucks!
Night.
Make a wish it's 11:11!!! I made mine!