Freedom
I'm still not completely FREE, not because i have anything pending, but because i'm so unused to this not-having-shit-hanging-over-me thing. anyway i'm freaking CRAZY i spent ... the better part of the day yesterday doing things that i should not have done. like ... going to dinner with matt and returning a camera lens i had bought and buying a different lens at a different place. the whole process took 3 hours. i left the house at 4. and i had WOKEN UP at around this time, so i had obviously not started my work yet. and so.. when i got to really crackin.. after everyone had left, it was 2 in the morning. 2 in the morning the day OF my due date. so ummm i took about 2 hours looking through the book (a 1000 page monster) and typing up the quotes. At 4 heather and stephen got home from a bar and I had still not started actually writing with MY words. I started at 4 and finished my 10 page paper by 7. Never in my life have I done something so quickly. And it wasn't really that I didn't do it well either (i hope not) it was just like... the ZONE. i was in such a zone that i left immediately to turn the paper in and return the book to the library. however, both buildings were closed and i fucking had to walk all the way back with that heavy piece of shit on me. then i went to sleep and i just now woke up. so... i am going to hand in my paper now..