Dream

[mokina85]

I had a dream that I had moved to a house with my parents. It was a large house, though I wouldn’t know till later that it was much large than I expected. I noticed that there was a room and a staircase that was sort of blocked off. After I noticed it, the broker-type woman decided she'd show me it, though originally it seemed like she was avoiding it. There was something creepy about the room. The stairs led to a whole other floor that was beautiful. It was much nicer than the rest of the house and the architecture was really interesting, but we were supposed to treat it as if it didn't exist. A man had killed himself in that part of the house and his spirit haunted it. During the day, the top floor was very light and wonderful. There were several pianos all in the same room. Some were upright pianos some were grand pianos. The man who lived there before had been a pianist. I played the pianos and felt disappointed that we were supposed to avoid this area. I was up there and I left the door leading to the un-haunted area slightly ajar, open in a way that I could jump through it. It was all of a sudden really dark, I think because I got scared, and I felt a sinister presence. I tried to jump down the stairs and through the door but I couldn’t get through. The ghost was pulling me into the darkness while the people on the lower level were trying to pull me out.

in other news, im brainstorming for ideas about my photo essay. Im thinking of doing jungian archetypes. Like the wise old man, the young girl, the shadow, etc.

I could also focus on one emotion. I was thinking love but i must agree that that is too cliche so i'm considering doing a lesser covered one. At the top of my list is helplessness. I think that's a pretty good idea if i do say so.