18th in Japan
And you know what it means. :D
太陽くん、お誕生日おめでとう！
Dear Taiyo,
Happy 19th birthday! I can't believe time has gone so fast. It feels like it was only yesterday when you left and were 16 at the time. o.o Which also means that it will be three years this year since that thing happened.
I think I have finally accepted your decision to leave. Yes, I still feel sad and bad about what happened but now I can say that I'm also happy for you. At last. Maybe I'm just the kind of person who needs a lot of time to adjust to things like this or then I just plainly matured during the past year. Or then simply lost my interest in fandoms in general. I realized that there's so much else to life than just fandoms and the people who I'm a fan of. :3 Nevertheless, I'm happy to say that I finally support you 100% without feeling any disappointed. By disappointed I mean the disappointment with the fact that you didn't want to come back. It's your decision and I feel ashamed that it took me this long to fully accept it.
Maybe it's thanks to you I feel like I've grown up a bit. There are horrible things in life. Your decision to leave was one of them and I'm happy I can now live with the fact. It didn't kill me or anything. Actually, I think it made me stronger in a way. I feel a lot wiser now, thanks to you.
Right now I'm listening to you singing a solo which unfortunately was a rare opportunity to you. T__T I still love your voice. Actually, I still love everything about you. Your well groomed eyebrows, handsome face, tall body... And the most of all, your kind nature.~♥ I miss seeing you and anxiously waiting for new scans to see how much handsomer you'd look this time but now I also think back to those as happy memories. Thank you for making my lonely life a bit more interesting. I often associate you with everything I can in my daily life even now. So, I look forward to see what this year will bring out and you'll sure be a part of it, as always.
I still hope I can someday somehow hear some news of you. Whether it's just a small picture or a useless piece of news about you, I'll be glad to hear it even though I truly want you to have your privacy too. Latest picture of you showed you having fun and that's what I want you to do. :D
I wish you luck in every aspect of your life. ♥♥♥
Lots of love,
Tantan
And now, I feel bad because I have nothing for his birthday. T__T Kill me, please. I don't even have a banner because I seriously haven't done any graphics in a year or so. Nor did I come up with anything fancy for his birthday. Well, he's not going to see this so not like it matters anyway but...
Everyone, let's still spread the Taiyo love! :D More people have to get to know him. ~♥
太陽くん、お誕生日おめでとう！
Dear Taiyo,
Happy 19th birthday! I can't believe time has gone so fast. It feels like it was only yesterday when you left and were 16 at the time. o.o Which also means that it will be three years this year since that thing happened.
I think I have finally accepted your decision to leave. Yes, I still feel sad and bad about what happened but now I can say that I'm also happy for you. At last. Maybe I'm just the kind of person who needs a lot of time to adjust to things like this or then I just plainly matured during the past year. Or then simply lost my interest in fandoms in general. I realized that there's so much else to life than just fandoms and the people who I'm a fan of. :3 Nevertheless, I'm happy to say that I finally support you 100% without feeling any disappointed. By disappointed I mean the disappointment with the fact that you didn't want to come back. It's your decision and I feel ashamed that it took me this long to fully accept it.
Maybe it's thanks to you I feel like I've grown up a bit. There are horrible things in life. Your decision to leave was one of them and I'm happy I can now live with the fact. It didn't kill me or anything. Actually, I think it made me stronger in a way. I feel a lot wiser now, thanks to you.
Right now I'm listening to you singing a solo which unfortunately was a rare opportunity to you. T__T I still love your voice. Actually, I still love everything about you. Your well groomed eyebrows, handsome face, tall body... And the most of all, your kind nature.~♥ I miss seeing you and anxiously waiting for new scans to see how much handsomer you'd look this time but now I also think back to those as happy memories. Thank you for making my lonely life a bit more interesting. I often associate you with everything I can in my daily life even now. So, I look forward to see what this year will bring out and you'll sure be a part of it, as always.
I still hope I can someday somehow hear some news of you. Whether it's just a small picture or a useless piece of news about you, I'll be glad to hear it even though I truly want you to have your privacy too. Latest picture of you showed you having fun and that's what I want you to do. :D
I wish you luck in every aspect of your life. ♥♥♥
Lots of love,
Tantan
And now, I feel bad because I have nothing for his birthday. T__T Kill me, please. I don't even have a banner because I seriously haven't done any graphics in a year or so. Nor did I come up with anything fancy for his birthday. Well, he's not going to see this so not like it matters anyway but...
Everyone, let's still spread the Taiyo love! :D More people have to get to know him. ~♥