Stop me if you've heard this one before...
I want to be a part of something other than, or rather in addition to, my relationship with Jeremy.
I enjoy looking back to certain parts of my life. I sometimes would describe it as being a fan of nostalgia, but really I think it's more that I like remembering when I had a life. Isn't life supposed to really start once you turn 16? 18? 21? ... I guess only if you make it, which I have not. Though I don't think it's entirely me. Is it completely unfair to expect as much effort on the part of others as I give? It better not be, and fuck you to all of those think it is...
which is everyone.
However, as it turns out, you've made me give up. I don't try then whine because that is all that I am. I am become my own hate.
Nearly everyone I've ever thought cared about me has proven me wrong, sometimes in horrific and illegal fashion.
I enjoy looking back to certain parts of my life. I sometimes would describe it as being a fan of nostalgia, but really I think it's more that I like remembering when I had a life. Isn't life supposed to really start once you turn 16? 18? 21? ... I guess only if you make it, which I have not. Though I don't think it's entirely me. Is it completely unfair to expect as much effort on the part of others as I give? It better not be, and fuck you to all of those think it is...
which is everyone.
However, as it turns out, you've made me give up. I don't try then whine because that is all that I am. I am become my own hate.
Nearly everyone I've ever thought cared about me has proven me wrong, sometimes in horrific and illegal fashion.