Yeah for venting
OK, I am calm now. No more angst, at least for the time being, amazing how much screaming on a computer screen can help things get worked out of your system. My last entry was crazy rambling, i realize, but i am sorry my little ghosts, i will offer no explanation, no reasoning, no story behind the scream. I feel better now, no use reopening old scrapes.
Things have become interesting as the sun is setting on my summer. I finally got to see Ashley agian, which makes me gloriously happy. With any luck, our schedules this semester won't keep us apart as it has the last few years.
We hung out with Joe last night. That was great. It was so awesome to see and hang out with him agian. There is still this undefined tension between us, I guess its the normal tension between ex's maybe its something else, I am not sure. But we still had fun, even though i did get sick and had to leave Dedos early. Which i know disappointed Denisse. Hopefully he will come agian next week, the last week before Denisse leaves, and i wont get sick, and i will make him dance all night long with us!
Amanda has gotten some bad news about her bro. He is really sick, so please all my little Angels pray for him and thier family.
I am working every day untill Thursday this week, that is how my last week before school is gonna go, this is a big bummer to me, but i desperatly need the hours, especially with how few hours i will be able to work this semester.
I got to see Rosie a couple of times this last week, while she was in town. We really are at different times in our lives, but its all good, because it is really refreshing to hear her tell me about all of her successes.
Denisse asked me last night if i missed hanging out with the boys. And in some capacities i do. I dont miss Erin's on Wednesdays, that is the one thing i really dont miss, the alcohol that it doenst seem they can live with out sometimes. I need to go over and talk to Clayton at some point. I dont want to go back to only talking when its someones b-day. I dont know when i am gonna do that though. I am not sure it will make a difference anyway, but I feel like it is something i need to do.
On the home front, GREAT NEWS!!!! My bros lawyer called yesterday, the judge dropped the crime down to a misdemeanor, Criminal Tresspass! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom was so happy when i told her that she started to scream/cry, it was an amazing thing.
:::sigh::: ok back to daydreaming that i am somewhere else, my memories of the other places i have been melding with what i can see out the door of TW.
Things have become interesting as the sun is setting on my summer. I finally got to see Ashley agian, which makes me gloriously happy. With any luck, our schedules this semester won't keep us apart as it has the last few years.
We hung out with Joe last night. That was great. It was so awesome to see and hang out with him agian. There is still this undefined tension between us, I guess its the normal tension between ex's maybe its something else, I am not sure. But we still had fun, even though i did get sick and had to leave Dedos early. Which i know disappointed Denisse. Hopefully he will come agian next week, the last week before Denisse leaves, and i wont get sick, and i will make him dance all night long with us!
Amanda has gotten some bad news about her bro. He is really sick, so please all my little Angels pray for him and thier family.
I am working every day untill Thursday this week, that is how my last week before school is gonna go, this is a big bummer to me, but i desperatly need the hours, especially with how few hours i will be able to work this semester.
I got to see Rosie a couple of times this last week, while she was in town. We really are at different times in our lives, but its all good, because it is really refreshing to hear her tell me about all of her successes.
Denisse asked me last night if i missed hanging out with the boys. And in some capacities i do. I dont miss Erin's on Wednesdays, that is the one thing i really dont miss, the alcohol that it doenst seem they can live with out sometimes. I need to go over and talk to Clayton at some point. I dont want to go back to only talking when its someones b-day. I dont know when i am gonna do that though. I am not sure it will make a difference anyway, but I feel like it is something i need to do.
On the home front, GREAT NEWS!!!! My bros lawyer called yesterday, the judge dropped the crime down to a misdemeanor, Criminal Tresspass! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom was so happy when i told her that she started to scream/cry, it was an amazing thing.
:::sigh::: ok back to daydreaming that i am somewhere else, my memories of the other places i have been melding with what i can see out the door of TW.