A continued journal entry...
Well its now 10:30 am, and I am listening to a Japanese version of "kiss me" by Sixpence... Kind of a weird thing. Anyway, its several days since I wrote my last post, that was supposed to be continued the very next day, so much for that. I really have to be in the mood, guess I haven't been lately. I saw Nisse this last weekend, just for a few hours before she had to run back to Alpine, I didnt realize how much I needed to vent until I started venting and feeling my pulse start to race. Sometimes I guess this silly thing just isnt a substitute for coffee, tea, and the occasional smell of cigarette.
:::Sigh::: I have so much crap that I want to say, that I want to have seep out of me, but it just doesn't want to come, mostly its just laziness, but its also that i felt like I have gotten stuff off my chest, so I feel better.
Things with James are good, but I am getting more and more frustrated with him, but my angels and ghosts, I am not going to bore you with those details here. I must remember that I have a new journal just for complainin and moanin.
:\ Yeah ok, so I guess I am still not ready to continue this long list of new things in my life... To be continued...still.
:::Sigh::: I have so much crap that I want to say, that I want to have seep out of me, but it just doesn't want to come, mostly its just laziness, but its also that i felt like I have gotten stuff off my chest, so I feel better.
Things with James are good, but I am getting more and more frustrated with him, but my angels and ghosts, I am not going to bore you with those details here. I must remember that I have a new journal just for complainin and moanin.
:\ Yeah ok, so I guess I am still not ready to continue this long list of new things in my life... To be continued...still.