Back into loli (can't believe i say this!~~)

Feb 18, 2013 21:58

Livejournal, お元気ですか。

It has been really a while since i posted on livejournal. Well, basically, many things in my life have happened since that time! But i started feeling that even when i got really mature (at least my age), there is still a little bit of a child and lolita inside me ^_^. LJ was always for my lolita stuff and learning japanese so i started thinking, why i don't begin to start writting on this site again?

Earlier, i was really interested in Gothic Lolita and dark fashion, but now i feel i start getting interested into a more cute stuff. Yes, thats true, i want to buy Angelic Pretty and BTSSB items! I never thought this would happen to me. But well, life changes. And people around me change me a lot.

Just some personal stuff...
What i really don't like about people is that many of them start acting like very mature ones when they turn 20 or 25. Sure, a person starts working and living on his/her own. But it doesn't mean we can not act like young people ^_^. Also, i think many of people just try to hide their childish-self because it is "shameful" to show that he or she can also be funny and child-like. Recently i start avoiding speaking or communicating with those very "mature" people, because communicating with such persons gets on my nerves.

Once i was blamed for not having many friends. Isn't it funny? No, i don't have many friends. But they are my dearest ones and those i can talk about everything and make stupid jokes together, like singing or dancing or talking about various things. And only those people know me without my mask ^_^.

So, back to lolita
Congrats to myself for buying first items that are not from Moi meme Moitie brand (i don't count fanolusfriend and bodyline). I have decided this MmM has too little colors for me and i just prefer something more sweet and cute ^_^. What i am really worried about is that being into lolita fashion means spending lots of money on various clothes. The problem is that i am a poor student and can not afford everything i want. The other problem is that i am supposed to be a very serious student of a master program so i wouldn't be able to go to lectures with sweet melty chocolate jsk or so. And the third problem is that summers here are very short so i can wear dresses only for about 3-4 months a year. Not the best situation for a person who wants to wear lolita, right?
But i found a solution! Not the best one, but it would work completely. During winter and spring i can wear such things as lolita accessories and lolita gloves/scarf just for pointing out who i am but not being too much extreme ^_^. And in summer such things as antaina shoes or a lolita dress (probably one without many ribbons) looks totally fine and acceptable. Thats what i am going to do ^_^ Being loli in a very very casual way. But it is still a loli ^_^ I have some dresses from bodyline and fanplusfriend, also some old items from moitie, but i would like to get more pretty and not very expensive JSKs or dresses, also cute skirts and many many accessories ^_^.

Well yes, i am back into lolita, because i can not hide my true self any longer ^_^ <333

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