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am i doomed? yes i am doomed. why am i doomed? oh, it's my own fault, don't worry your pretty little head over my self-imposed doom. i'm leaving this place in 5 months. yikes! now, i'm not ready. maybe i will be in 5 months, but now, i can't think of leaving this place. it's pitiful. . .dust off your luggage clo, it's time to hit the rowdy road. i just can't do it. i hate hate this. i have to think of passion. it can really overtake you, if you're not paying attention. when i think of the word passion, i think of one thing, and one thing only. those days just cannot escape my memory. i love it. i love that it was 3 short days of passion. how many people have 3 whole days of pure passion in their entire lives? i did, i'm proud. passion, not love, not spiritual connections, not deep understanding. it's one of those emotions/experiences that can stand on its own and be completely effective. fabulous.
i don't want that anymore. i want deep understanding and meaning. i want a reason. just give me a reason. you won't do it though. i know it. you don't even see it. you don't even see what i have in my thought-seething head. . . since she's lost her ability to think clearly. . .
i had a dream the other night that was so incredibly realistic. i woke up tired. . . i mean, that was a strenuous dream, and how wonderful.
ok, i think it's time for clo to stop writing now. . . getting a little carried away. . .
i don't want that anymore. i want deep understanding and meaning. i want a reason. just give me a reason. you won't do it though. i know it. you don't even see it. you don't even see what i have in my thought-seething head. . . since she's lost her ability to think clearly. . .
i had a dream the other night that was so incredibly realistic. i woke up tired. . . i mean, that was a strenuous dream, and how wonderful.
ok, i think it's time for clo to stop writing now. . . getting a little carried away. . .