ponder.
How long would your list be, if you made one about your significant other, or your best friend--a list of all the things you love about them... how long would the list be?
And if they made one about you... how long would their's be?
I wonder.
In other news, my doc gave me Klonopin (Clonazepam) for any anxiety attacks that may occur in the future. I tried it out last night to see what it does, b/c I don't want to be in the middle of an attack and pop one only to find out that it makes me rip off my eyelashes and punch people in the throats. I realized it did nothing. Nothing at all. I took two. Nothing.
Tonight, I decided to try again. Nothing. Then I drank half a beer.
Helllloooooo Klonopin.
I think the world could end today, and I probably wouldn't notice/care.
Delightful.
Anyhoo. Work has slowed. For now. And its lovely. I'm trying to reconnect while i have the time.
Got to meet baby Delilah B. today. I LOVE HER. She's SO tiny and adorable. I seriously couldn't handle it. She is so fucking cute. She fell asleep in my arms... GAH! I wanted to take her home for like a week.
I hope I get to babysit her soon. She is so good and calm and curious. I love babies. Babies I can give back to their rightful owners, of course.
But lord. What an amazing thing. So good to see Justin and Leah again, too. I miss my god damn friends.
But that's what its all about. Trying to rebuild that shit back up. And its very comforting to see people I haven't seen in a good long while and just pick up right where we left off... it's good to know not everyone has given up on me.
Next weekend--Oktoberfest. It's gonna be FRIEND CITY. I can't FUCKING WAIT. I miss Chelsea like mad.
BAH!!!
Light at the end of the tunnel is NOW.
xoxoxo
always,
me
And if they made one about you... how long would their's be?
I wonder.
In other news, my doc gave me Klonopin (Clonazepam) for any anxiety attacks that may occur in the future. I tried it out last night to see what it does, b/c I don't want to be in the middle of an attack and pop one only to find out that it makes me rip off my eyelashes and punch people in the throats. I realized it did nothing. Nothing at all. I took two. Nothing.
Tonight, I decided to try again. Nothing. Then I drank half a beer.
Helllloooooo Klonopin.
I think the world could end today, and I probably wouldn't notice/care.
Delightful.
Anyhoo. Work has slowed. For now. And its lovely. I'm trying to reconnect while i have the time.
Got to meet baby Delilah B. today. I LOVE HER. She's SO tiny and adorable. I seriously couldn't handle it. She is so fucking cute. She fell asleep in my arms... GAH! I wanted to take her home for like a week.
I hope I get to babysit her soon. She is so good and calm and curious. I love babies. Babies I can give back to their rightful owners, of course.
But lord. What an amazing thing. So good to see Justin and Leah again, too. I miss my god damn friends.
But that's what its all about. Trying to rebuild that shit back up. And its very comforting to see people I haven't seen in a good long while and just pick up right where we left off... it's good to know not everyone has given up on me.
Next weekend--Oktoberfest. It's gonna be FRIEND CITY. I can't FUCKING WAIT. I miss Chelsea like mad.
BAH!!!
Light at the end of the tunnel is NOW.
xoxoxo
always,
me