hating today

[mohka]

it's one of those days today...
i feel
ultra-sensitive
sad
lonely
upset
empty
unsure
rejected
helpless
not good enough
used.

i feel...
heartache.

damn! i sound pathetic...

when asked to make a wish, there's only one thing i wish for and even though it has never come true, it's still the only thing i wish for.

i've never thought myself as a selfish person, but maybe i am after all.

i woke up early this morning already hating today.