moods
right now, my heart is breaking.
and i don't know why.
never mind, i lied... i think it's just too many reasons why.
i hate being ruled by emotions.
i don't like feeling too much. at times i don't feel justified to be feeling a certain way. and it's crazy to share because really, it doesn't make sense. seriously, how can a person's heart break when there was nothing or no one holding it in the 1st place?
and then, there's still all this other stuff i'm feeling... I can't even pin point what it is. maybe it's anxiety... i start a new job on wednesday. plus i think i'm scared... i don't know if i made the correct decision to stay. how bout if the new job doesn't do the trick? and i still feel empty? and now i'm stuck with my decision.
i always try to make the best out of everything, but sometimes it really doesn't feel the best.
and how odd that someone's words can strongly affect you. but really, it depends WHO it is saying it to you. i don't like the fact that a person has control on how your emotions unfold.
i don't know... i'm just not a big fan of feelings...
and i don't know why.
never mind, i lied... i think it's just too many reasons why.
i hate being ruled by emotions.
i don't like feeling too much. at times i don't feel justified to be feeling a certain way. and it's crazy to share because really, it doesn't make sense. seriously, how can a person's heart break when there was nothing or no one holding it in the 1st place?
and then, there's still all this other stuff i'm feeling... I can't even pin point what it is. maybe it's anxiety... i start a new job on wednesday. plus i think i'm scared... i don't know if i made the correct decision to stay. how bout if the new job doesn't do the trick? and i still feel empty? and now i'm stuck with my decision.
i always try to make the best out of everything, but sometimes it really doesn't feel the best.
and how odd that someone's words can strongly affect you. but really, it depends WHO it is saying it to you. i don't like the fact that a person has control on how your emotions unfold.
i don't know... i'm just not a big fan of feelings...