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its been a while...
An update on my current thoughts:
-A few days ago I was diagnosed clinically depressed and I'm looking at atleast 18 months on paxil. I was kind of surprised when I found out because I didn't think I was. I don't really care about that anyways. If your depressd your depressed, nothing you can do about it.
-I'm starting to feel anxious about starting university. I don't know what to standards are, nor what to expect. I think I'm just afraid that I'm gonna fail at it, and end up at some gas station.
-I'm kind of curious about starting a band, if not be in one, or atleast help organize one. I just think it would be cool to see brown people making music in Winnipeg. Like an all brown, all overweight, all very unattractive, or all of them put together. That had strong influences from Iggy Pop and the Stooge, the Zeros, Ramones, Buzzcocks (I am aware that the bands are totally different)... maybe something snotty, something like the Dead Boys. That had some songs about sexuality, gender, inner-city, racial issues... I guess something Cathleen Hanna would do but not Cathleen Hanna. That'd be awesome. Or something fast and intense because thats what everyone seems to do...
Apparently me Ryan and Jen are supposed to start a band where Ryan plays guitar and Jen plays bass (while in the process of learning) and I scream at the top of my lungs like a crazy woman spashing pots and pans together because of lack of drums. HAHAHAHA Still sounds like a good plan. It'll be a modern posty wannabe artsy type band (because I don't 'know anything about art')... melt bannana comes to mind.
sorry if this took up too much of your reading space :)
An update on my current thoughts:
-A few days ago I was diagnosed clinically depressed and I'm looking at atleast 18 months on paxil. I was kind of surprised when I found out because I didn't think I was. I don't really care about that anyways. If your depressd your depressed, nothing you can do about it.
-I'm starting to feel anxious about starting university. I don't know what to standards are, nor what to expect. I think I'm just afraid that I'm gonna fail at it, and end up at some gas station.
-I'm kind of curious about starting a band, if not be in one, or atleast help organize one. I just think it would be cool to see brown people making music in Winnipeg. Like an all brown, all overweight, all very unattractive, or all of them put together. That had strong influences from Iggy Pop and the Stooge, the Zeros, Ramones, Buzzcocks (I am aware that the bands are totally different)... maybe something snotty, something like the Dead Boys. That had some songs about sexuality, gender, inner-city, racial issues... I guess something Cathleen Hanna would do but not Cathleen Hanna. That'd be awesome. Or something fast and intense because thats what everyone seems to do...
Apparently me Ryan and Jen are supposed to start a band where Ryan plays guitar and Jen plays bass (while in the process of learning) and I scream at the top of my lungs like a crazy woman spashing pots and pans together because of lack of drums. HAHAHAHA Still sounds like a good plan. It'll be a modern posty wannabe artsy type band (because I don't 'know anything about art')... melt bannana comes to mind.
sorry if this took up too much of your reading space :)